I Love You My Little Bro

let get married

Kit'pov

I don't think that P'Beam  work here in this hospital for his internship.

this morning i have panic attacks again when knowing P'Ming run away from home.but P'Beam said everything will be okay P'Ming will come back to me.

i try to relax and trust P'Beam words,maybe P'Ming just need little time to calm down his self.i know he already through so much pain.

after i feel little better P'Beam said bring me walk around the hospital so i can more relaxing.i just follow P'Beam walkout my room leaving my Dad and Pa have little rest there.

i need to be brave ,make everything back as normal like before.our happy family.we shouldn't arguing , fight each other over this small misunderstood.

"Kit are you feel better?". P'Beam asking after we sit on the bench in garden near my room.

"Yes P,thanks to you".i said

"what actually happened Nong? would you mind to tell me".

"Long story P,i don't really get it at first place,but it's just misunderstood".

"everything will be okay Nong,i am here for you",he said while hugging me.

"Did P'Ming have called P'?".

"No,i have stuck here since yesterday Nong but Forth said last night he with Ming, so don't worry".

"You think he will going back with jane P?".

"Don't think too much Nong,Ming love you only .jane already have boyfriend don't you know that?"..

"Hach? then why she still try to harassing us ".i ask confused.

"His mother do it Nong".

"What do you mean P,why his mother do treating P'Ming this way?".i am shocked.

"better you ask Ming your self when he come back Nong".P'Beam said.

"I don't sure he will come back P,he already through so much pain because of us".i look at my own  feet.it feel hurt to remember what happened between us these past few weeks.

"i will make him regret to leave you Nong!"

"What will you do P?".

"Don't worry just wait a minute i need call Forth".P 'Beam leave me alone there for a while ,he said need to call p'Forth .i am being worried P'Beam will hurting P'Ming too.

but so far i know they are a good friend or can called it more than a good friend like a family more.

after a while P'Beam come back with smile in his face.

"let go back to your room Nong,your parent must be worried you".he said then help me get up from the bench to walk back to my room.

"Did P'Ming stay with P'Forth ?",i asking .

"just wait and see Nong .i have a good show".P'Beam said with his smirks face.

"Hach?".I More confused.

"just wait, it's surprise".P'Beam then pinch my cheeks.

"aw P it's hurt".

"Only a little you already shout at me,when Ming hurting your ass you never complaint".he teasing me

"P'Beam....".i hide my embrasaing face.P'Beam keep teasing me when we walk back to my room.

P'Beam open the door for me,i was so shocked with what i see inside my room.its really big surprise like what P'Beam said .i see P'Ming crying on the floor like little kid after do big mistake and got scolded by his mother.

i want approach him but P'Beam hold me tight and said.
"Just wait little bit Nong,you will never see this big show of Mingkwan ".he wishper in my ear.

i just smiled in silent , it's right not easy to know this side of P'Ming.Dad and Pa also just standing there without think to approach him in this time.

i stand there for a while till i called out his name ,as fast he come over and hugging me tight with his apologize .i can see full of regret in his eyes.i know he through much pain than this.i just let him crying in my shoulder till he calm down.

when suddenly he yell at P'Beam who standing behind me with P'Forth.
make me laugh out so loud ,P'Ming always be P'Ming right.

"Beam you are die",he yell and let go of me.i just  shake my head looking at these two best friends who running around my room try to catch each other.

"stop it,Ming or i wouldn't give back Kit to you".P'Beam said while hugging me.

"Forth you see,your wife stolen in mine",now he make a puppy face ask for P'Forth help.

"aww,,if Beam want Kit then i can find for mine too Ming".Forth said calmly.but i already see eagerly in P'Beam eyes.

"Forth .....",P'Beam as fast run towards P'Forth and kicking his leg.

P'Ming pulled  me over and hold me tight in his arm.

"don't you dare to go near Beam ,my honey",P'Ming said with his puppy eyes.

'You the one who leaves me here P'".i said

"I am sorry dear,i just so stressed over it i......".i hold him tight and just touching my lips on mine.i understand and i really understand how he troughs all these painfully .i shouldn't too egoist just think about my self..

alright this the time to push back all the sadness ,let go forward for the new beginning.

"just forget it P,let start over ".i said while look at his eyes.i still can see it dread tears in his corner eyes.

"let get married Nong,let me take care of you with my whole life".i am so shocked with his sudden purpose.i don't know how to react.i am happy but we are still too young start our own family right?.

even i have think about it before but i still don't really understand my ok own feeling.

"i will find job to support our life Kit,i just don't want to losing you".he said again when i just frozen there without any words.

i still don't know what should I do,i look at Dad and Pa but they just pretend don't hear anything busy with their own...

then i look at P'Beam and P'Forth but they do the same way..i should make my own decisions.i old enough to choose my own life.
after a while i just nod my head shyly.

"yayy.......".P'Ming jump happily like little kid make everyone laugh at hkm too.