No strings attached

{16} Last breath

Octavia
"I'm gonna go get a water from the vending machine, want anything?" Clarke asks, pausing our show

"Yea, you to unpause our show and sit your ass back down. It just got to a good part."

"I'll be quick. Don't unpause it."

I roll my eyes and grab my phone off the coffee table.  I go on Instagram and Snapchat and text my friends back real quick. Suddenly my phone rings, an unknown number is calling. I decide to answer it, i usually never do but something is telling me I should.

"Hello?"

"Hello. Is this Octavia Blake, sister to Bellamy Blake?" A mans voice asks

"Yes, why?"

"I'm sorry to tell you this over the phone but your brothers been in a accident, he's at the hospital now."

"What?! How is he? Is he okay?"

I can't think, my mind is going a mile a minute.

"I'm afraid I don't have the answer to that. But I can tell you he is in emergency surgery at Arkadia Hospital."

"Okay. T-thank you."

I hang up the phone and start crying. I can't breath, the tears in my eyes are blurring my vision. I hear the door open and see Clarke.

"Octavia what's wrong?" She rushes over to me.

"Bells been in a a-accident. Can you d-drive me to him. P-please?"

"Of course, come on let's go."

Clarke
When Octavia told me Bellamy was in an accident my heart broke. I knew I liked him but I never knew how much I liked him until now. The thought of never seeing him again, never hearing his voice again, scared me to tears. But I had to stay strong, for Octavia.

When we arrived at the emergency room Octavia ran right up to the desk.

"I'm Octavia Blake, I got a call saying my brother was in a car accident. Is he okay?"

"Bellamy Blake is your brother?"

"Yes. Yes that's him."

"I don't have much news. He was unconscious when he cane in, wasn't breathing on his own. Had a few fractured bones from the impact. He's in surgery right now. He should be out within the hour."

"Omg, Clarke." Octavia sobs. I catch her before she falls to the ground, she cries into my shoulder. I thank the receptionist and walk over to an empty bench and sit down.

"He's gonna be okay. He strong, just like you. Your gonna be okay too."

After about a half hour of waiting a doctor walks out with a clipboard, "are you Octavia Blake. Here For Bellamy Blake"

"Yes, yes I'm his sister"

"Okay, well I have good and bad news. Bad news is he's still not conscious and isn't breathing on his own. Good news is we got all the shards of glass from the windows out of him, patched up some major cuts and did what we could do on the fractured bones right now."

"W-when can I see him?"

"He's in room 319, you can go whenever your ready."

Octavia turns around and looks at me. "Go, he's your brother. I'll go after you."

She smiles and slowly makes her way to his room.

An hour passes and Octavia comes back to the waiting room. "I said my goodbyes like the nurse suggested, I'm gonna go get some air."

"O. He's gonna wake up."

"Nurse said it was very unlikely. I have to get out of here." She leaves the building and I go to Bellamy

I make my way back to his room, I stop in the door and look at him. He has cuts all over himself, stitches in 5 different places. A neck brace, cast on his ankle. I let my tears start to fall. I don't have to be strong anymore, I can't. I walk over to the chair I assume Octavia was sitting in and grab Bells hand.

"Bellamy, I just want you to know I don't hate you. I'm not mad at you for the deal or not developing feelings, I'm mad at myself. I'm sorry about how we left things, me hanging up on you. I was just upset. I hope you wake up, Octavia needs you. Hell, I might even need you." I pause and take a breath

"Clarke-" Bellamy croaked. It's quiet but I heard it

"Bellamy? Are you awake?"

"I like you, I developed feelings for you. You deserve better than me so I never told you. I'm sorry."

"Bellamy, it's okay, Im not mad. I want you-"

Before I finish my sentence his heart flatlines. The nurses come rushing in and push me out of the room. I fall against the wall outside his room, he told me he liked me back. He can't die, I need him. I need him to be okay, and strong, and fight through this.

After 5 minutes the nurses come out with somber looks on their faces. "I'm sorry, we did everything we could. But he's gone. I'm sorry for your loss."

I run away, I have to find Octavia. By the time I reach her she's stopped crying but I'm a crying mess. I sit next to her in the bench and sob into her shoulder.

"Clarke talk to me."

"He's gone." I sob "I never told him I loved him and nows he's gone."

We sit there on the bench for hours just crying. Neither of us have Bellamy anymore but we Have each other. And she's gonna be what helps me through this pain, and I'll be there to help her.

  The end

I hope you all don't hate me to much. I've never wrote a book on here with a sad ending and I wanted to see if I could. Believe me, I cried writing it.