i dressed myself into a long top and wrapped a Gucci belt around it, I ended up looking like this :
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30 minutes later I saw Hayden in the distance.
"Hey Hayden" I say giving him a wave.
He greeted me with a kiss on the cheek, I blushed hard.
"Sorry was that too much?" He asked embarrassed.
"No, no" I say giggling.
"oh good" he says.
we start walking down to pandas express. When all of a sudden, he smoothly intertwined his fingers with mine and ended up holding hands the whole way.
We arrived at our destination.we both sat down at a table and he went to order our drinks.
"Thank you" I say as he passed me my cola.
He sat down in front of me and gave me a smile.
Minutes later, our food arrived and we started eating while talking about the typical "get to know me" questions.
"So do you have a best friend?" He asked me. I suddenly think of asher and thought of how I turned him down. He was my best friend and really i should be with him right now. I blanked out for a few seconds.
"Annie, Annie are you ok?" He says waving his hand infront of my face.
It was blurry and I couldn't see a thing. I was thinking of asher. I miss him so much, and i chose someone I don't know over my best friend.
"Annie! Anns??" He asked. He called me anns. No one calls me that apart form Mackenzie and asher how dare he!!
"Do not call me that!!!" I yelled, that everyone in pandas express turned to face me in shock.
I pushed the chair out of the way and ran out the door, slamming it behind me. Tears fell down my cheeks as I ran all the way home.
20 minutes later I arrived I pushed open the door and ran upstairs.
I cried for 10 minutes straight. not stopping. what the hell did I just do? i yelled in haydens face for no reason.
i turned down asher.
and now I'm crying.
later on I texted Hayden.
me| Hayden. I'm so sorry. I don't know what got into me. I know I've messed up & im sorry.
Hayden| no, I get it, people get mad sometimes, I totally understand. but you blacked out, why?
me| I was thinking of my best friend, and I turned him down. I felt bad and he and my other bestie called me anns and they were the only ones who called me that. I got annoyed and I apologise.
Hayden| ok, I understand, I'm sorry to hear that. but I get it, you have feelings for him& that's totally fine. I saw you more in a friend way anyways.
me| wait what? I don't have feelings for him lol, I messed everything up didn't I ??
Hayden| no! If you don't think u have feelings for him then ur crazy! It's ok, we can be friends. I get it, don't worry
me| wow. thank you. a lot hayden
I texted Mackenzie.
me| it went horrible Mackenzie
mackz| what?! why!
me| I stormed out bc he called me anns, and I blacked out bc I was thinking of asher.
mackz| u have feelings for him?!
me| I don't know yet, maybe
mackz| what did Hayden say?
me| he was fine with it, he told me he gets it and that he knows I have feelings for him& he said he sees me more of a friend anyway
