The Only Thing That Makes Sense... Is Her

(Chapter 4)(cigarettes need to go)

(Chapter 4)(cigarettes need to go)

(BG's p.o.v)

I sighed as I had brought Emmy back onto the bus. The doctors had given me an inhaler for Emmy and gave her a stuffed animal. I needed to get her a present, make her feel better, give her a fun time .

Sylo was snoring loudly.

I picked up my guitar, and was strumming.

"Yeah this world will turn its back

When you find yours against that wall

Just watch it as it keeps on spinnin'

Just like there's nothin' wrong."

I sang and Emmy climbed into my lap. "That's why I'm thumbin' through these pages

They say the answers are in red

And I believe they're in here somewhere......

I just haven't found 'em yet

It's the only hope that I got left...." I stopped and thought a moment . I needed god , not for me for Emmy . Emmy looked up at me . "Sing more daddy". She says.

" 'Cause I could stand to lose my faith in

Friends that come and go

Yeah they'll be there when you need them

They say that when you don't

I could give up on my heroes

Could let myself down too

But what would I do

If I lost my faith in You

My faith in You".

"You know I've learned through all these stories

All about the pain You felt

And I know You did all that for me

And I'm still askin' You for help

'Cause Lord I just can't help myself".

"I could stand to lose my faith in

Friends that come and go

Yeah they'll be there when you need them

They say that when you don't

I could give up on my heroes

Could let myself down too

But what would I do

If I lost my faith in You

My faith in You".

"Cause I've been beaten, I've been broken

I've been dangerously bruised

And Lord I never would have made it

If I'd lost my faith in You

If I'd lost my faith in You

I'd never lose my faith in You, oh

My faith in You

I'll never lose my faith in You."

I sang , Emmy was asleep now. I took her in my arms and put her to bed, and tucked her in.

I sighed and sat down on the couch , god I wanted to smoke so bad. But Emmy started coughing. I pulled my cigarettes outta my pocket and looked at them . I pulled my lighter outta my other pocket.