Why do I still cry over Natalie?
Let's just say that she and I aren't really friends much.
But this time I split it off.
I thought it would be better for me but it's hurting me more than anything I have ever done.
It's so much harder without her.
But I thought this is what I needed.
SO WHY THE FUCK AM I SO HURT.
WHO THE FUCK AM I TO BE HURTING OVER THIS.
Why am I so hurt over something I saw as good for myself a month ago.
This weekend should be fun.
