i sat in my dark room; blinds shut, only dimly lit by the christmas lights i had hanging on my window. i lived with someone i considered my bestfriend, i didn't really have friends. i didn't trust anyone for that matter. my bestfriend didn't know the real me, no one did.
lil peep blasted through my shitty laptop as i hit my juul. i didn't vape often, i originally started to calm my anxiety. it seemed to help. a temporary relief for a permanent problem. i sighed and rubbed my face. i needed to get out of our apartment for a little and i also needed to film a youtube video for my small fan base. i didn't have a lot of fans, but that didn't mean anything. i was still able to make them laugh, distract them from their problems for a little. one of the only reasons i woke up was to make others happy. i slowly got up and opened the blinds, i cringed as the light flooded through my room. it seemed to be a nice day, i wouldn't know though, i hadn't been out of the house all day. i rubbed my eyes and decided i would get ready for the day, even though it was already nearing 3:30 pm.
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i had decided that i wanted to go exploring, after all...i hadn't gone in awhile. i didn't even bother to ask bailey, she was pretty much down for anything. after doing a natural makeup look, with a winged liner, i decided to research some places around LA that were abandoned.
