Part of the Journey is the End ◤Sal Fisher◢

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Author's note : No one asked for this but I loved this song so much (it's a Filipino song called Mitsa by a band called Ben&Ben), and the meaning is just so,, sad and painful and very related to me because I had once fallen out of love. Also, I love the quote in Avengers Endgame so I put it up as the title :) Basically this is the first song fic I'll be creating so good luck to me, and I hope you enjoy this one! I tried to transliterate (where you translate the song into another language but you can still sing it to the tune of the song) so if you do try to listen to the song, this is where I tried my best to transliterate a Filipino song, lol.◢  

Ain't it fun / to return / and look back / at all of our / happy memories

You remembered the first day you got together with Sal. It was a cute moment, both of you decided to go out one day and eat in a restaurant for lunch. 

You being the shy one, he opted to order for the both of you as you go ahead and look for a booth to sit at. You luckily found one, quickly claiming it and happily waiting for Sal to return. It took a while, but he got to you with more than what you had originally asked him- he added a milkshake and a sundae, which you tried to pay for. He said it was okay, and you started to eat.

You remembered that Larry decided to sleep in that day, Ash went out with her family, and Todd didn't feel like going out. It was just you and Sal. 

After lunch, you walked to a nearby park. An old lady had called you two a cute couple, and you had told her your were friends.

And that's where it happened.

"I wouldn't mind being more than friends." He had told you. You were surprised, but now that you noticed it, you do like him back.

"I wouldn't mind either." You smiled.

And that's where you started.

We held close / to this love / thought that it would worked out / yet gave up on us

You remembered the days of holding hands, sharing sweet kisses, cuddling behind closed doors- you remembered every single thing you did.

You felt love, you felt complete, you felt whole.

Yet everything seemed like it was falling out of your grasp.

But it did not last long as it slipped away

You remembered the days, you remembered the sweetness, you remembered holding each other so close that you thought you had merged together.

Yet you also remembered the arguments, the small disagreements, the minor bickering. You remembered the bitterness of those events, pricking at your heart, frozen in place within your thoughts.

Mistakes we made / we wait for them / to repeat all over again

"Y/N?"

You look up from the grass, seeing Sal. You lightly smile at him, though the pain quickly shows as you see his pained expression. 

Both of you were in pain.

Both of you were in conflict.

"Sal."

He watches you, slowly walking towards you and sitting on the bench. It's silent between the two of you.

If our love / had begun / slipping away from our hearts

"What's become of us?" He asks, his voice shaky.

"I don't know." You answer, scared of his reaction.

Then it's better that / we don't pretend / and go on with our lives

"When did this start?" You ask him, eyes shut to stop the tears from falling.

".. I don't know." He answers, his voice starting to break.

If our love / has no place / to end up in our hearts

"Sal."

"Yes?"

"Do you still love me?"

"..."

"Y/N?"

"Yes?"

"Do you still love me?"

You clench your fists, emotional turmoil burning up within you.

You weren't all that surprised when the both of you had ended up answering each other,

"I don't know."

Then it's better if / we part ways and say 

I'm grateful / I'm grateful for you.

Author's note : AAAAAAAAA MY HEART HURTS I MIGHT MAKE A PART TWO If you guys want, that is... ◢  

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