JiminsFlashback:
She stood on the bridge
In silence and fear
For the demons of darkness
Had driven her here
Anger.
Pain.
It's getting harder to hide
All the feelings I've built up inside.
"This really matches what I feel. Sometimes I just get so many thoughts going through my mind I can't even comprehend them anymore, and if I were to share all of them I would probably be..."
Here on my arm lies a mark that I made.
When I was so low, I cut with a blade
To punish my body for being a mess,
Though here is my testament, I must confess...
You would never know it,
The constant pain I feel,
Because in the light of day
It almost isn't real.
Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain,
Hiding the tears that fall like rain.
Saying I'm fine when I'm anything but.
This ache in my soul rips at my gut.
My cries I hear when I get raped by the voices I always hear and the cries I hear as if I lost my baby....
lloronia fields was the day I got depression I can't help it.
Even my friends taehyung and the others don't know. I couldn't hold it in for long even if I know it's gonna come out someday. Maybe when we all died in the future?
It's hard sometimes to say exactly what I'm worth. Sometimes even harder dealing with the hurt. To feel like no one's there during all my pain.
Emotions.
Do you feel them?
She was numb and frozen,
Yet it dimly sparkled like a dying gem.
So you feel the pain?
December #### is the day I learnt to cut myself without my friends knowing even my soulmate Alien Taehyung.
Days of endless struggle. I
More hopeful pills today,
Trying to appear "normal"
In some sort of way.
Depression is oppression.
It's a deadly hidden message
Defined by self-hate.
It seals its prisoner's fate...
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