Hurt and confused.

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Mike's pov
I told max I like her. We've been I guess you could say flirting, the next week I realize I don't like her as much as I thought. I started talking to another girl named Callie she's nice! But now I've hurt someone who meant something to me, I feel like shit for doing so. She won't talk to me. I screwed up big time.

Max's pov
My body feels numb, like I can't move even though I can. Everything goes in slow motion when I walk. It feels like I don't have a heart anymore. My brother hates me, my parents don't want nothing to do with me so they send me away to live with someone who abuses me constantly. It feels like my life or I don't matter anymore. Why am I still alive? I ask myself that question everyday but I can never find the answer.

I don't matter to anyone. School has been like complete shit, nobody likes me their. I've been cutting because it helps my pain a little. I'm glad it's the weekend so I don't have to see mike and Callie. I only talk to Will and sometimes Dustin. I'm never happy. I take anti-depressants but it doesn't help. Nothing helps. I'm glad he's happy though.

It was Monday so I had to get up and get dressed.

  After I finished I went downstairs and pored me a bowl of cereal

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  After I finished I went downstairs and pored me a bowl of cereal. Once I finished I got my shoes on and grabbed my skateboard. While I was riding to school I rode past mikes house and seen him walking out. "Hey max" he called out. I just waved and continued to ride to school.

   When I got to school I saw Callie and mike walking in together. It's funny how he tells me he likes me and then we start talking then he just moves on like nothing happened between us. I walked to my locker with my skateboard in my hand. I opened my locker and put my skateboard away and grabbed what I needed.

   I walked into class and sat at the table I sit at with mike and Callie. I used to like my seat now I hate it. "Hey." Mike said once I sat down. "Um hi?" He smiled at me I just gave him a little smile. Callie looked at me and glared "he's mine so don't even think about it" ugh I hate her. "I haven't thought about it once."I rolled my eyes. "Well I see the way you look at him" can't she just give up. Mike was just sitting there awkwardly. " Callie stop." Finally relented says something. "Why, do you like her or something?" He looked down. "No I don't I just don't want you being a bitch to her, she did nothing to you so stop" I couldn't help but smile, I can't believe he said that! "Thanks" I whispered to him.

"Don't worry about it" he smiled at me. The next thing I did I couldn't stop. I wrapped my arms around mike. And he...

A/n
Sorry there is a mega time skip! But I hope you enjoyed this chapter! And I was wondering if I should continue this book or not so let me know! Bye my lovely'! <3
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