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Colby
P.o.v

I've been Sam's friend for I long time now, I've been sad and depressed, thinking that he doesn't love me the way I love him. I know this can ruined our friend ship, but I love him more than a friend. I've been locked on my room thinking about him, I've been shutting every one out, of having this stupid suicidal thoughts.

Colbys p.o.v

It was 1:00am, I was at the Park, thinking of everything, Sam especially. I see him on my mind everyday. I love him but he doesn't love me. I look down, I was at the swing, as I get a Call from Sam, I wanted to answer the call, but I felt like it would somehow hurt me even tho i was already hurt. Sam kept calling me but I didn't answer, "Colby stop thinking about him, its making you worst that you already are.." I said whispering loudly, as I hit my head.

Sam's P.O.V

I was worried, about Colby, he seemed off for these couple weeks, I've been so Worried, so I called him it was 1:00am, he wasn't at the trap house since, I was going to try to talk to him since he hasn't talk to me in weeks. Its been sad because I need Colby but I don't think he wants me in his life or something, or he probably just needs space.
I kept calling him as I left a Voicemail "Hey, Colby it's me Sam, Im just worried can you please call back, im keep getting more and more worried cause your not home yet, so please call me back?" I said a little worried and Concerned.

Colby's P.O.V

I heard the VoiceMail as I smiled a bit, I stopped smiling as I start to get a bit Cold, I got my backpack and go back to my car, I start the car and start driving back to the TrapHouse, I quietly go inside the house as I go upstairs to my room, and go inside of my room I close the door and lock it, and start change into my pajamas, I lay down on my bed as I hear Sam talking on the Phone as I hear him talking to katrina im guessing "I love you so much" Sam said giggling on the phone, As I hear Sam I get a sad once again I sigh and think 'he is never going to like you that same way that you do, your just such a annoying ass bitch'
I hit my head and say "Stop thinking like that Colby Snap the fuck out of it!" I said hitting my head again.

Sam's P.O.V

I was talking on the phone with Katrina my girlfriend, as we were about to Hang-up "Call you later, I love you so much, bye I love you"
As I hang up I hear Colby saying "Stop thinking like that Colby snap out of it!" I wonder why Colby said that, I get out of my room and walk to Colby room I knocked on his door since his door was locked as I hear Colby open the door slowly "Hm?" Colby said peeking his head out of the door "oh! You home" I said smiling I hug Colby tightly as I smiled softly and gently, Colby looks at me Surprised.

Colby's P.O.V

I hear someone knocking on my door, as I get off my bed I go and slowly open the door only letting my head look, as I didn't wanted Sam to see my wrist since I didn't have a hoodie to cover my cuts, as I look at Sam and "Hm?" Sam looks at me "Oh! you Home" I look at Sam as I nodded looking at his beautiful blue ocean eyes, Sam randomly hugs me tightly I hug back forgetting about my cuts, I was surprised as when he hugged me.

Sam's P.O.V

I stop hugging Colby I look down then slowly looking up, as I was looking up I see Colby's wrist "C-Colby w-whats on your wrist?, Are those Cut.." I say grabbing Colby's wrist, Colby yelps a little loud "fuck!" Colby said loudly "sam that hurts!" Colby said, I stop Grabbing Colby's Wrist, I see Colby eyes as it looked like he was going to tear up cause of the pain, I looks deeply into Colby's eyes "sorry I didn't m-ment to hurt you" I said looking at Colby "why tho, why are you harming your self?" I said looking at Colby, Colby looks back at me then shrugs slowly as he looked down as i had the feeling he didnt know what to say "Colby why didn't you tell me that you were depressed or something?" I said still looking at Colby, Colby looks at Me "You would notice, if you actually cared about me.." Colby said looking down, "Colby?, I do care about you, what are you talking about? I always cared about you." Colby looks at Me then shook his head and pushed me gently, outside of his room "im sorry sam i just dont want to talk about it.." he closes the door and locks it, I looks down and walk to my room and Sigh as i lay down on my bed and think about Colby "god Colby please dont do this to me.."