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Colby's P.O.V

I woke up, on the ground with tears stained on my cheeks, I sighed and got up, I sat on my bed and looked down, I rubbed my face and sighed

I hear someone knock on my door, I ignore it so I got up and got my speaker, and got my phone as well, I go to Spotify, and connect my phone to Bluetooth, as I put songs, out loud so I won't hear the knocking.

I remember what happened yesterday "Why would I ever think that Sam would actually love me.. of course it was all a fuckin' prank... i-i hate my l-life.. why do I need to love Sam...why" I said to my self whispering, I look around and see my blade I crawl to it and grab it.

I sit back down with the music still going, I put the blade on my wrist, I deeply, slowly slide the blade, i put the blade down, and see all the blood slowly coming out, I grabbed the blade once again, and kept crying non stopping, next to the cut I did an other one, and another one. I start feeling dizzy and start seeing black spots i snap my self out of it.

I look at my wrist and see five cuts the first three cuts kept bleeding, so I went to my bathroom and cleaned my wrist. I couldn't hear the music so i went towards my phone.

My phone was dead so I put my phone to charge. I go back to my bathroom, and look at my self on the mirror, my eyes we puffy from crying to much the tears were stained on my cheek still, so I cleaned my face, and kept looking at the mirror "I'm such an disappointed.." I said mumbling, I sighted then left my phone charging.

~20 minutes ago~

I got my phone then went to my closet then grabbed my hoodie, I put my shoes on, then walk out of the room i put my hood on, and put my hands on my pocket, I felt someone looking at me but, I didn't look back, I went out of the, house and went to my car, and started driving to Brennen's.

I arrived to Brennen's house then knocked on his door, Brennen opened the door and looked at me "Omg Colby what's wrong?" He said it in a concern way "I came here to talk about something.. since your the only person that actually cares about me..i think" "Alright come In buddy.." Brennen said letting me inside his house.

I sat down on the couch as he sat next to me "Whats going on Colby?" "Well.." I l "Hm?" "So... I kinda have a crush on Sam..."
"What's wrong about that Colby?" He looked at me as I looked back at him "Well he obviously doesn't like a person like me..." I said as I looked down and played with my rings, "Colby... you are perfect just the way you are.. Your a very beautiful person. He probably likes you back but you just don't know it." Brennen said with a small smile, I blushed a little, and smiled at Brennen "Thanks Brennen, I love you buddy" I said as I looked at him and smiled.

Brennen hugged me tight "I love you too brother" "Hey Brennen can I stay here for today ill leave tomorrow" I asked "Of course Colby" he smiles as I smiled back "Want something to eat?" He asked "No thanks." I smiled as he nodded then sat back down, i lay down as i slowly fall asleep, brennen sits down and starts slowly falling asleep as well.

I woke up and it looked like Brennen and I fell asleep till night Brennen was still asleep I guessed he didn't slept that well like I did, I looked at my phone and it was 9:06pm, I saw a lot of missed calls from Sam, Corey and Jake I put my phone back down as I get a message I checked my phone again and It was Sam 'Hey Colby I'm worried why haven't you come home, why haven't you been answering my calls' I saw the message but didn't reply so I just put my phone down again then look at Brennen still asleep.

I smile and fall asleep once again.

Sorry for the short chapters I've been doing lately i'll try to do them more longer I promise I hope y'all are enjoying my first fanfiction!