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the talk

Colby's p.o.v

I was planning to just stay on my room all day since, I didn't want no one to ask any questions. I just wanted a day, alone. Just silence. I wanted no questions. I didn't want people to make me sad. I just wanted to be in my room, with no one. Just me.

I was on my bed laying down. As I was laying down I hear screams from downstairs. I sighted then opened my door. I slowly go downstairs so no one could of see me. I see all of the Roommates doing a video. I sighted then walked upstairs. And went back to my room.

I went back to the bed thinking. Thinking of Sam and Brennen. I needed to stop thinking about them. I just couldn't I guess. I grabbed my phone and went to Neflix to watch some show so I could've stop thinking about Them.

As I was watching Netflix I would slowly fall asleep.

1 hour later

I fell asleep, but then woke up i heard someone knocking on my door. I got up and Yawned I rolled my eyes then got up of my bed "Colby?" I heard someone say my name i sigh then slowly opened the door.

I saw Sam standing there "Okay well you slept, you're relaxed already, so time to ask you the question buddy" he said going inside my room "Sam please I'm not on a mood." I said Seriously. "Well we will talk about it today. Why? Because if we don't talk today we will never talk cause you'll make an accuse" Sam said

I just rolled my eyes then sat down he sat down next to me, we were sitting on my bed, he looked at me "First tell me where we're you?" "Like I said I was with Brennen, we were talking about stuff.."  "Okay... You don't need to tell me what you guys were talking about but... Why did you stay all night on Brennen's you have a house." he said "well it relates of what we were talking about."  "okay, so why have you been not acting your self lately..?"

I just stayed quiet, I acted like I didn't know what he was talking about "...what? I have? I didn't know" I said as I looked an other way then back at him "Colby.. I know your lying now tell me why?" he said as he grabs my hand "You can trust me you know that right?" he said as I nodded  "Colby please tell me... What wrong I wanna help you.." he said hugging me.

I stopped hugging him "Sam... I'm bisexual.."  "Jesus Colby... What's wrong with that I won't judge you just because your bi" he said as he grabbed my hand.

"That's not the reason I haven't been acting my self lately.. Sam" I said looking at Him. He looked at me confused "Then?" he said confused "...i love you, Sam.. But you don't love me.." I said tearing up as I got up ready to run away. He grabbed my hand then hugged me tight.

"Colby..I'm with Kat...I will tell you I love you more than a friend...the day i told you i loved you it was true but Corey came and told me to break up with Kat first then tell you, but its just hard to break up with her..." "oh..okay.." he stopped hugging me as he looked at me confused "Sam i need to process all of what were talking about.. Talk to you later?" I said as he nodded and walked out of the door.

'did he just made that up.. I have a feeling he was just lying.. Jesus.. I just don't believe him god i don't know what to do.. Ill just go to my car and drive.

I got up and got change I grabbed my phone, and put on a hoodie
I put my ear phone on and start listening to music I grab my charger then my backpack.

I get out of my room then I felt someone looking at me "Hey Colb's were you going" Jake said as he giggled  "I don't know Jake.." I said not looking at him. "Hey well we're ever your going can I come?" he said I sighted then nodded as I go outside and he follows me.

I go inside the car as he does the same, I start driving still thinking were to go, he looked at me "Hey Colby... You okay?" he asked "No...Jake.. I'm not.." I said trying not to tear up "Stop the car and let's talk about it. What wrong Colby...?" he said, as I stopped the car "ill tell you but just please don't tell no one.." I said looking at him.
"I promise" he nodded.

"I confessed my love to Sam.. And he just told me this lie and it made me think that he doesn't love me and my thoughts keep getting me..." I said as he looked at me in shock "Okay let me get this straight... First your gay.. second your In love with Sam?!" he said as I nodded at him "well, im not gay.. Im bi-" he nodded  "Is that why you haven't been acting your self...?"he asked still hugging me "Y-yeah...is the worst feeling ever...I wanna die.." I said tearing up. .

"Jesus Colby don't say that! Those feelings you have for Sam will one day fly away I promise..." he said hugging me tight

I hugged him Tightly back and kept crying, I pulled away and took off my tears away "Thanks Jake..." he said and nodded "Of course Colby ill always be there for you... You just need to tell me when you feel Depressed so I can be there for you.. okay?" I nodded and hugged him.

Sam's p.o.v

Since Colby confessed his feeling for me I was just in shock... I didn't know what to say.. I love Kat so much I love them both a lot but, I just left Colby just like that.. that was wrong to do. So I went to his room and he wasn't there his phone wasn't there his charger as well the closet was opened.

So I guessed he went somewhere but where. I walked down stairs and his Car wasn't there. Ugh his not there
I want to Corey Room "Hey Corey do you know where Colby's is?" I said as Devyn was with him "No I haven't.... Why?" he said worried "Oh.. I can't find him... We just had a conversation... And it went wrong... And I can't find him anymore.."

"want us to help?" Devyn said worried as well "Yes please." I said as I walked outside and called Jake as he answered back "Oh...Hey Sam Whatsup?..." he said "is Colby there with you?" I asked worried "Yes why?" he said as i heard them whispered "I need to talk to him can you bring him to the house" i said

"Uh sorry but he doesn't wants to talk to no one at this moment... But gotta go Bye.." he said as he hung up on me "What the fuck.." I said mumbling "Whats wrong" Devyn came and asked me "Jakes with Colby and he said that Colby doesn't wants to talk to no one then he hung up on me..."