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The kiss

Colby's P.O.V

Sam just kissed me, I of course kissed him back passionately, his lips were so soft, I was so happy he actually did like me. Or what if he just kissed me because he knew I liked him, so I can think that he likes me back when he doesn't, so I won't be Depressed, Idk but right know I'm just  happy the he kissed me.

Sam stopped kissing me, as I look at him confused when inside I was just happy not showing him that I was happy "I-Im sorry!" Sam said as he looked at me embarrassed "I have a girlfriend and technically cheating on her... I'm sorry Colby!" Sam said as he runs out of the room.

I fastly get my backpack and run out of the room as I run outside of the room "Sam?!" I kept running to find him, I fall on the ground and just sit by the wall. I hug my legs and look down and start crying. "Why......" I said to my self with a mumble.

I kept crying I got up then ran to the waiting room since it was still morning, it was raining a bit, the storm was over but it was still raining I walk out of the hospital and walk on the side walk i had my hoodie on still, I put my hand on my hoodies pocket, and looks down crying.

My eyes were red as I kept walking I go to this store, and buy a box of blades i grab 4 blades, I hide and sit down rain poring on me, I grab the blade and place it on my wrist, I slide the Balde on my wrist deeply, I saw the blood fall down on the ground, I kept making 3 more cuts as, I get up not caring if people see me bleed from my wrist, I get up as I started feeling dizzy, I was seeing every thing black as i almost fall, but I snapped out of it.

I saw a park and went to it, there was no kids so went to the swing, I sat on the swing and looked down. I looked at my Wrist as I kept bleeding a bit, I sighted, and cried "Why?...why do I hate my life.... Why am I still alive?!" I said loudly, as no one heard me there was only a bit of pple walking on the side walk, the park was alone I was the only one on the park.

Sam's P.O.V

I ran away I was on the restrooms I stayed there for 10 min, I decided to go and apologize to Colby, I want to his room and opened the door "I'm sor- Colby?! Where are you?! Why am i so stupid ugh!" I said as I looked he got the backpack, so I run around all the hospital, "Colby!" He was no we're so I run outside the hospital.

  I see this store and ask this lady "have you seen this person?" I said worried showing her I Picture of Colby on my phone "Yes, I have he came to buy a box of blades" she said looking at me confused and worried "oh no.... Do you know were he Walked to?!" I said still worried "Well I went outside then I saw him go to the park, he is over there" the lady point to Colby on the swing, I nodded "Thank you so much ma'am" I said running outside on the rain.

I ran to the park colby was just on the swing i could see blood dripping from his wrist i wad too late to stop him cuttingso i went and sat on the swing next to the swing where Colby was, "Hey..." I see Colby not really caring if people see him bleeding, I see his eyes all red from crying "hey-" Colby said sounding dry without any emotions, "I'm sorry Colby" I get up and sit down on the ground to see his face

I look at him as i start tearing up a bit "im sorry.." I say as Colby looks at me "its fine sam-" he says as i look down and take off my tears with my hand as i look back at him "Colby, its not fine..i shouldnt have ran away, it was wrong about me to do, okay!? Its all my fucking fault im sorry, And your obviously not fine!" I say looking at him as he looks at me with his puffy red eyes as he nodded slowly.

I started tearing up once again as i hugged him Tightly. "Let's go back to the hospital okay?" I said Gently as Colby softly nodded and sighted.