everything sucks

a fucking update (pt. 2)

so if you read the last chapter, you'll understand

so anyway, something happened

while the whole thing between me and this guy (his name is nerick)

there was this transgender person, his name is jaimz (james)

and about 3 days ago he "proposed" to me, as a joke obviously, and we went to another transgender person, named alisa.

and once we told her the "good news" she said

"oh ! you told her !"

and jaimz said no and he got really nervous

i thought nothing of it until i had the courage to confront him.

so i called him and he ended up confessing,

he has a crush on me, yes HAS

and jaimz is the person who no matter how many people you like, he's going to be one of them.

and now that i ended up telling him about MY CRUSH ON HIM.

and by the way he talked to me. he sounded really happy

him and alisa are best friends, and he talked to her about it, telling her that he's saving up money for him and i to go to the movies together as our first date. and alisa ended up telling me.

yesterday we ended up on the stair case holding hands and cuddling.

tbh i kinda knew that he likes me, because on tuesday we went to a park to clean as a field trip, and i gave him a bunch of cherry blossoms, and he had the BIGGEST SMILE on him face and said

"i wanted to give you a bunch of them but thank you"

and ran off to one of his friends who knew about his crush on me.

and when we were on our way back to the school, he gave me a cherry blossom

and right now since we see each other every day, we want to take things EXTREMELY slow because if we break up, things will get awkward because well we are in the same class.

but everything is going very good lately

this is the cause of my inactivity. and now that everything is settled i'm going to be back to writing

thanks ❤️❤️