A Complicated Completion

t w e n t y f i v e - a complicated completion

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The funny thing about forgiving Tommen was how happy it made me. Because although we hadn't known eachother for an eternity it felt like we had.

When he kissed her, I felt something, and I knew I was in too deep. Too deep for me at least, I wasn't meant to fall in love with these people. 

But I did, with Athena, Karim and Vin too. Changing my view on their feking city by just being in it.

After I punched Tom and we were back in the good books things felt right. I showed him my beautiful city, my home. I think he could tell my admiration for the bricks in real life and understood me more.

He realised that that was my home, he couldn't change it with displays of affection.

I disagree that people are home, places are. Walls that hold nostalgic memories and stories, its more of a feeling I will admit. 

We went back to London, I stayed for another year. It never felt like my home, I was an outsider to their society and unwritten rules but my friends helped.

Tom never betrayed me again, he said beside me, helped me kick the drink that I was slightly too dependant on. We said our first, "I love you"'s in this year, he showed me his favourite things to do, he told me about secrets I don't think he'd ever said out loud before. I sat with his family so often that his brothers saw me as a little sister and his little sister became one of my best friends.

Athena ruled as queen bee and was never threatened by Constance or anyone else ever again. She showed me what it was like to have a girl friend, we would sit up for hours and tell all our unfiltered thoughts. She helped me get through my dad's awful high soceity brunches, and let me have a bit more responsible fun on Tom's hated "girls nights out."

Karim was my secret rock, although his sister thought we were singular best friends, I think I gravitated towards Karim's gandi-ness. If he ever warned me about anything I would take it to heart, equally he told me some things I know that I would take to the grave for him. Sometimes he would talk to me like everyone talked to him, I gave him arguably shitty advice that he had never had before.

Vin kept up his drug-lord ways for the first few months, trying his best to intimidate me. But one day I think he realised that I wasn't going to leave not for as long as I was with Tommen and hence stopped acting so cold. Although he still is a mysterious enigma to me, with his own story that he should probably tell himself.

Paddy remained my best friend, and when ever in London for 'business' never failed to come and meet up with me. I liked that he was removed from my world, and that his new found income never changed the way he was like it would with most people.

Constance was never heard from again, she left the city back to her hiding place tail between her legs. Honestly that was one of the things that brought me true joy as I knew she could never interfere her, not with her cold manipulative ways.

Now a year on I'm finally moving back to Liverpool, this time not alone. Tommen's decided to take on his family's business but only in the North-West branch. He hasn't given up on his art though, everyday he paints or writes new lyrics to his dad's dismay.

I learned to co-exist with my dad, even after a while becoming more than civil, even on the friendly side. So that when I finally came home I had to admit that it was rather empty with out my family.

So although Tommen and I's start was complicated, I think he was the one part I was missing to make everything right. He put things into perspective while still loving me.

He was my completion.

A complicated completion.

A/N here it is the end of 'A Complicated Completion,' if you want to read a few of my thoughts then proceed to read this authors note.

Although in my opinion not a as sound story as Lethal Love, still one I enjoyed writing. The plot was simple enough for me not to get confused while hopefully not being to predictable for you all? Anyway if anyone other than my friends read this then please comment your opinions, and if you haven't read my other (better) book Lethal Love please do!

My next book idea's are a bit all over the place, I have many starting idea's but not many plots after that. So follow me if you like my writing style for my new books.

I'm starting GCSE's in a week so I'll be on a small hiatus but the long summer (12 weeks) will give me copious amounts of spare time to put my shite idea's intro writing.