What is he hiding?

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(Izuku p.o.v.)
I got up brushing past Aizawa and the others and left without Saying a word. I went to the changing room  and looked around to make sure that was in there. After I was positive that there was nobody else in there I peeled off my hoodie and grabbed my change of clothes .I  started changing .I had just put on my fresh jeans when I heard the door open with a light creak followed by two sets of footsteps. 'Damn I'm screwed ' I thought to myself . I quickly pulled on my long sleeve shirt .wincing slightly as it brushed over the cuts on my wrist . I turned around to see kacchan (don't hate me if I spelled that wrong pleaseeee) and Todoroki they both looked at me with questioning looks . Bakugou was the first to speak "why are you wearing long sleeves it's 95 degrees in here?" He said. "Oh um well you see I just get cold really easily and well I just like to wear warm clothes". I said stumbling over my words Todoroki exchanged a look with Bakugou before they both turned back to me "roll up you're sleeves" they said in unison .
Shit
Shit
Shit
Shit
What do I do?!!?
Run? No they would easily catch me
Fight? No they would beat me
Hide? Yes run and hide that should work....
Right?
I hadn't realized I had said all that out loud until I felt myself being pinned to a locker.I opened my eyes to see Bakugou "don't you fucking try it" he growled 'well fuck' I thought to myself "so much for that plan" I mumbled. "What are you hiding Izuku?" Todoroki said his different colored eyes piercing into my like daggers .  "I-uh me I'm not hiding anything I'm just tired?" I said more as a question than an answer. "Bullshit" Bakugou growled and looked over at Todoroki  "pull up His sleeves let's see what he's hiding" Todoroki  nodded and reached for my arm but I jerked away . I shoved Bakugou and ran out of the locker rooms my feet pounding against the floor of the halls as I ran through the school .I could hear two sets of footsteps behind me as I continued to run . I took a sharp turn around the corner and towards the exit pushing through the doors I figured I had lost them. I realized what I had done. I had just ruined the only relationship I truly cared about. I had nothing left that I cared for in this world. My mother... gone in a car accident a few years ago. All might pftttttt I'm nothing but a disgrace to him he may not say it to my face but I know I am he dose not  have to tell me . "I can't take this any longer damn it!!!" I screamed the voices in my head beginning to grow louder
'Go jump end it all'
'You will be doing everyone a favor'
'Think of how much better off people would be without you holding them back'
'Worthless'
'Stupid'
'Deku'
That was the last straw I ran to the bridge where this all started . I climbed over the ledge and looked down . I pulled out my phone and typed a goodbye to everyone not like anyone would care enough to read it. It said
Farewell to all the people who have crossed my path I'm sorry that I was such a burden and I was useless to everyone.. I just wanted to help those who needed it like I did but I hope that you all will carry on that dream and be the best you can be

Todoroki I know that you struggle with you're past but just remember you're past dose not define you. You do . The scars you carry are your story and if you choose to share that story with others is up to you. And also one last thing .... I love you

Kacchan. I don't know where to begin. I'm sorry , I'm sorry that I let you down, I'm sorry that I'm worthless and useless and that I couldn't learn my place. I'm sorry I tried to get you out of the river that day you could have easily done it in your own I'm sorry that I didn't take your advice sooner and just end it all before I started all of this please if you can ever find it in your heart to forgive me I would greatly appreciate it. I know under all the hate and rage and anger that's on the surface that you are sweet and kind and you love Todoroki and I understand that please for me be the hero that I know you can be don't let the hate and anger be you're downfall. Goodbye kacchan I love you and I always will .

Sincerely,
     Stupid worthless Deku
(3rd person now)
And with that izuku sent the message to Todoroki and Bakugou and he payed his phone on the railing. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out a razor "if the fall dose not kill me this will" izuku said as he rolled up his sleeves . He placed the cold blade against his skin and ran it up his arm feeling the red liquid go down his arm he repeated that with his other arm. As he finished he dropped the bad tears falling down his cheeks. As he heard footsteps coming towards him. He did it .He pushed himself forward off of the ledge and into the air . Though he never hit the ground instead he felt a strong pair of arms wrap around him he looked up and saw the last person he had wanted to see "todoroki" he mumbled his vision fading in and out before finally he blacked out from his wrists being slit

Ok so I finally took the time and wrote a decent chapter sorry for the poor poor humans who still read this trash but anyways
Sincerely
       The one and only stupid lazy author
                                Death

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