My new chapter in life has changed
My friends has left and some had came
Others ignored me but I still stayed the same
Will I see the chapter in a different way?
I gotten a new interest
It's called creepypasta
I understand them unlike the rest
But I don't blame them
They are created by the twist in the minds
The minds of the author otherwise
It proves that even the most innocent
Can be a deceiving content
Now about my friends
There's always an end to them
I have been left out from their group conversation
When I speak, they gave me unexpected expressions
When I just said hi
They looked at me awkwardly and walked away
What did I say?
They think of me as a party pooper
What did I even do?
Why would they treat me like that?
Is it a rule?
I've just abandon them and gain new friends
I though it was impossible
But...
It happened
I finally found people who have the same interest as me
I don't know how to explain the joy I feel
All I know is that I can't be with people I only knew
I only understand the people I know
I wanted to be anti social
but seems like it's impossible
In my mind I wanted to be alone
In my heart, it didn't like what I wanted to do
I thought friends we're nothing And being alone is my happiness
But actually
It just made a total mess
I'm scared of being too close to people
Because if I did
I won't be able to accept the fact that
They would leave just like how the others did
People think I'm just obsessed
But I'm not
I'm just afraid of what people gave
The pain of being invisible again
But now I'm used to it
I like the loneliness and solitude
Just how I would have to get used to
since the real world your on your own
So back to the obsession thing
I ain't obsess with friends or people
I hate popularity and I hate show offs too
I hate the way people act to you
It's been a long time since I've done a poem
To express what I'm feeling
To explain the forum
To let it all go in a rhythm and beat
So peace :)
