You promised me
That you'll always be there
I was so happy
That you will
But what happened?
I fell in love with you
You found out
You turned me down
You made it the harshest way possible
It broke my heart
I fell apart
and now here we are
We don't talk anymore
You kept yourself busy
I miss you
But you don't miss me
Why make a promise that you can't keep?
Why make me happy?
Why put the smile on my face
Why? Just why?
I believed every word you said
That im the best
I'm great
I'm fantastic
But i never knew
That i was bothering you
with my childish attitude
Irritating you
Why say something like that?
Why lie?
I don't deserve to have the truth?
Tell me why?
I cry at night
Knowing you will never be mine
I cut deep in my arms
Just to make pain pass by
I put the fake smile
Just to not worry anyone
I laugh a lot
but i'm troubled
Its so hard to accept it
To know that I have to
To feel the pain I never felt before
And to fake my gratitude
You think im happy
Well im not
I'm dying
Dying young
