Chapter 9

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Intimate

My whole body is aching especially my core. His been using me for how many times, 

Thank Godness at makatulog na si Xander.

His arms embraced on my waist, while his head ay nasa may leeg ko, I'm tickled but I forced myself not to make any move dahil Nagising siya.

"I want you so bad faith"

His voice still lingering inside my head.

His sounds like his asking a permission to own my body. Hindi katulad ng una niya akong angkinin, he force his self dahilan para matakot ako ng sobra, I felt violated the first time he did that to me.

But now everything is new to me, hindi ako nakaramdam ng takot.

His touch is awakening the desire of my body, his kiss is gentle, and pleasuring.

My body's reacting to his touch, and my core is shouting to be fill.

Am I lusting over him?

No! I shouldn't feel this way.!

I'm too young for this kind of feeling.

I should not feel any desire or lust over him.

But Im tainted, tainted by him, he own me already, he branded my body.

Napatitig ako sa puting ceiling. Napahinga ako ng malalim.

Dapat takot ako sa kanya, hindi pwede itong nararamdaman ko.

Pag nagpatuloy akong ganito, i just give him the access of hurting me so deeply.

"Can't sleep Faith.? "

"S—sorry nagising ba kita? Masyado ba akong naging malikot?"

"Tsk. Matulog ka na, i know you're tired and sore down there."

"I'm thristy." mahina kong sabi pero narinig n'ya pa rin.

Nagulat naman ako ng tumayo siya at naglakad patungo sa fridge, kumuha ito ng bottled water binuksan at uminom doon, he drink half of the water bago nag lakad pabalik sa kama at ibinigay sa akin ang nangangalahating lamang bote ng tubig.

"Drink it ng makatulog kana, it's morning already, you should sleep bago pa kita angkining muli."

Namula ako sa sinabi n'ya.

"I'm sore— halos pabulong ko lang nasbi, pero still na rinig niya pa rin."

"I love that.  You're sore because of me. Sige na matulog ka na bago pa mag bago ang isipan ko at angkinin na lang kita't hindi patutulogin."

Nearly 1pm na ng magising ako, wala na si Xander, pumasok kaya siya? I help myself to get up. I clean myself in the bathroom.

Muntikan na akong mapasigaw dahil sa gulat ng mkabanggaan ko si Xander paglabas ko ng banyo.

Nakabalot ng tuwalya ang maliit kong katawan. He stared my body. I heard him sighed.

"Magbihis ka na, don't wear any Revealing clothes."

Revealing clothes? I don't have any revealing clothes? Pero hindi na lang ako umimik.

I choose to wear black leggings and white printed t'shirt. Hinayaan ko lang na nkalugay ang Mahaba kong buhok, when I step out from the walk-in closet hindi ko inaasahan na nasa-loob pa pala ng kwarto si Xander.

"Don't just stand there, I'm hungry."

Lumapit naman ako kaagad sa kanya, hindi ko inaasahan ang sunod na ginawa niya he held my waist at inakay n'ya ako palabas ng kwarto, gano'n ang ayos namin kahit ng pababa at dumating kami sa dining.

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