FIDELITY

Chapter 20

KEEPING

I am your doctor, I'm sorry pero hindi ka pa pwedeng umuwi, you're still under recovery. I hope you understand.

Sobrang tahimik nag silid habang nag sasalita ang kapatid ni Faith.

"Why are you here?" We don't know ko para kanino ang tanong, for me or for kyle.

"Fedy, he's your doctor, he save you and of course i did too, nag donate ako ng dugo saiyo kaya blood related kana sa akin, how was that? Sound good right? "

Obviously Unique is being himself again, trying to light up the mood.

''Hindi ko naman ginusto na iligtas ninyo ako. I'm tired of my life, sana pinabayaan niyo nalang ako." Mahina lang ang pagkakasabi niya, Sakto lang na marinig namin.

"Kumusta ka na?" Kyle asked her sister.

"I'm in hell." Mahinang sagot ni  Fedy "But I am more in hell noong nasa bahay ninyo ako kuya, hindi ako nakaramdam ng pagmamahal mula sa inyo." Walang halong panunumbat ang boses nito it's just like she's stating the fact rather than nanunumbat.

"Heaven baby sorry, patawarin mo sana si Kuya."

"I forgive you already, i understand. Masaya na ba kayo ngayon? Kumusta si mommy?"

Hindi naka-imik si Kyle, this is not the right time to tell her the truth about her mother.

"Mommy's good, she miss you and love you so much."

"I miss mommy too, can you tell her na mahal ko rin siya?"

"O-of course i will."

"Thank you."

"Take rest, pag okay ka na, nakabawi sa lakas mo pwede kanang lumabas. Gusto mo bang sumama kay kuya sa bahay?"

"My wife is not going with you." matigas kong sabad sa usapan nila. She will go home with me in my house not yours. She's mine." May diin ang pagkakasabi ko sa bawat kataga. And i think i just scared my wife.

May takot sa mata ni Fedy ng tumingin sa akin, nag iwas ako ng tingin at huminga ng malalim.

"I'm sorry kyle, but I'm going home with them, i belong in their house, at isa pa hindi naman ako welcome sa bahay ninyo."Kyle smile with sad.

"I have this feeling na baka matatagalan nanaman bago kita makitang muli, pwede kabang mayakap ni kuya? Bilieve it or not na miss kita."

"I believe you." Mabilis na sabi ng asawa ko. This is the reason why my brother keep on saying that Fedy is pure and gentle. She never know how to hate, it's funny dahil dalawang beses na niya akong nasabihan ng i hate you, pero hindibko nararamdaman na galit talaga siya sa akin. it's more on she's afraid of me.

Doctor Kyle hug my wife, yumugyog ang balikat nito, he's crying? Regreting of everything? He must dahil  wala akong balak na ibalik sa kanila ang asawa ko. And i don't fucking care about our age gap. Fuck that age. I will fix everythin, i will fix our marraige. And this time I'll gonna treat her right.

"Mahal kita kuya." mahinamg sabi niya sa kapatid. Mas lalo namang humigoit angvyakap sa kanya ng kapatid.

"I'm sorry— I'm so sorry... Kuya love you too." Bahagyang ngumiti si Fedy, she's happy, she's happy that her brother tell her that he love her.

"I'll be going now, may trabaho pa si kuya promise babalik ako bukas. Promise me that you will never harm yourself again. Promise me.."

Nag iwas ng tingin si Fedy, sakto naman na sa pag-iwas niya ng tingin sa kapatid ay sa akin dumako ang kanyang paningin.