Orange crush(editing)

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He told me that he had to go one year to U.S.A to study and we won't be able to see each other that long, I asked if there was any chance that he could stay ,he told me that we couldn't do anything about it because he was leaving the next day. I couldn't believe it, why he didn't told me anything?I the fact that it's my last day seeing him in one year doesn't feet in my brain, it's too much. He told me that he  didn't tell me anything because he didn't wanted to make me sad or something like that, but I honestly would prefer more to know earlier. He also told me that we could not be together anymore because of that,he hugged me, he said "sorry" and he left.At that moment my heart stopped, my hole body was shaking and a tear escaped from my eye. I called Jack because Emily and Jaeden were busy. We spent the night together and I couldn't feel anything but heart breaking and loneliness. But a part of me knew that I was not lonely and the world was not going to end , but the other part of me couldn't stop thinking about him and all the great moments we shared , every time a thing like that came to my mind I hugged Jack tighter and tighter, make him to hug me back.

The next day Emily Jaeden Jack and me were going to the cinema, Jack made like a emergency call to Emily and Jaeden. We ate __(what ever you want) and then we saw___(movie )it was everyone seem to be happy. Honestly I liked that because it helped me to escape from the "situation ".

After the movie Jaeden asked me if we could talk,
-ok let me tell the others, guys I'm going to talk with Jae for a sec
j:okay
E:we wait here
-so...what did you want to tell me?
J:*sighs* emm I want you to know something-
-jae jae , I'm not in the right mood to talk about "the more than friends "stuff"*I was just about leaving but then he grabbed my hand trying to stop me
J:no, I don't want to talk about that, I would never asked you that in this kind of time
-then, what do you want to talk?
J:I know we haven't talk too much for a while, you know everything has been a little uncomfortable for both of us , but if something happens I will always be supporting you, I want the best for you and, whenever you feel bad you can talk to me and I will be on your side. If you don't want to be my girlfriend I'm not going to presure you. And I'll be right there when you need me, I love you
-I love you jae jae,your speeches are always the best*i hugged him
j:hey! *Jaeden and I stared at him* I want a hug too!
E:wait for meee *every one chuckled
It was a very nice grupal hug, felt like that I was safe and in home

Hi guys ❤️
Until now it is honestly the
chapter  that I felt most.
Hope you liked it
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