Orange crush(editing)

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-the next day he told me that he was sorry and he wouldn't do it again and I forgave him, that was a huge mistake. After that he was being nicer and after a whole month I had a lot of confidence with him and I told him secrets really important to me and bad things I did in school . And the next day he started being again possessive and abusive every time I wanted to do plans with my friends he yelled at me. I was afraid and I didn't told anyone because I knew what he was capable of. The only thing I told to anyone was to Emily, I just told her that I wanted to break up with my boyfriend . And somehow he found out that I said that. The next day everyone in the school was looking me angry and I didn't know what was happening. When I went to my locker I saw a lot of notes stuck to my locker criticizing me. And then I knew what happened. I went to class and in my table there was another note it said "you can't stay away from me, you know that I can make things happen" I saw another one saying "meet me at the cafeteria at lunch time" and there he was. I asked him a lot of questions like "why did you do that?" Or "how did you found out that I wanted to end the relationship?" And apparently the necklace that he gave me had kind of a microphone

P: what the fuck?

-I know, creepy

P:yea *and there was a silence

-wow *she said kind of laughing

P:what?

-you are still hearing

P:of course! Why wouldn't I?

-because... sometimes I feel like if, when I tell a story or something like that ... I tell myself that story, usually people don't really listen to me

P: well I do, and... what happened next?

*she chuckled *I told him that he was crazy and he just looked at me full of anger and he pushed me to one of the tables leaving unconscious, the next day I didn't saw him in the school, neither the next day and the next day,

P:so he was expelled?

-I think so , no one really told me and after that I solved things with my friends, I tried o explain without mentioning, you know... all that. I mean it was hard, but that' another story

P: I still don't understand what does the acts have to do with this

-that, I shouldn't have forgave him, he didn't do anything to deserve that. Until that day I never trusted no one that easily. I know ,it might not have a lot in common but-

P: don't worry, I understand you

-thank you

P:Look, I'm not in his side or anything but don't you think he wanted, love?

-he wanted power, and that is kind of the problem. Sometimes people just seek what they can have, not what they can be

P: oh... t-that is true

-also. He was eleven years old ! It couldn't be THAT sentimental! *she laughed *

P:so he was 2 years older?

-yep

P:Well, good night

-good night

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