Sally Face X Reader // Oneshots And Lemons

💧| Larry; Vouch Safe

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THINK FAST
Dead! Larry x Severely Depressed! Reader
Warning: lots of angst
_Please be respectful and mature in the comments_

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You hiccup chugging down the last bit of the Jack Daniel's you had gotten from a market place, while on the tree house where you and the .. well now separate gang used to hangout.

[Side Note: I don't recommend to drink Jack Daniel's by itself, it tastes a little too sweet and has a weird sensation/ taste to the back of your throat, also!! I dont recommend drinking while having an emotional breakdown, I will not tell you to stop mainly because no one ever listens))

You cry even harder when you realize that today was the day that marked 6 months you haven't seen the love of your life,

Larry Johnson...

You scream in frustration,

" Why am I always the one who ends up alone!?!" You say grabbing the bottle and smashed it against the floor, causing shards of glass to evenly break and scatter across the room.

You grab a shard of glass and placed it down to the side near you, you then proceeded to pull up your grey sleeve, showing off a shit ton of scars that layed around your arm,

Eventually more tears manage to break their fall onto your arm causing the weird sensation to overwhelm,

The way it stings.. it hurts.. but it just doesn't hurt enough to surpass the pain I'm going through...

And at this point it's safe to say, that over the past months, you've been trying so hard to get over Larry. 

But you just couldn't.

You pull your sleeve back up, and stood up, beginning to feel sick to your stomach.

Almost tripping here and there, yeah of course you were drunk,  but somehow you were always able to notice anything around you, it was just something you'd had.  

"L-Larry...  please show yourself!  I'm tired of living with the guilt of my secrets!! I want to tell you everything!!!" You yell out almost falling once again.

With the time passing nothing happened,

"..L-Larry... if you don't show yourself... I'll never come back... ever.." you say between hiccups.

You sigh and try standing up steadily,

"Fi-" before you could finish your statement, you heard a grudging weird gurgling sound, and took a step back,

You were drunk, and of course you might have thought that you were beginning to hallucinate.

"W-Wait!  Dude don't leave!" A voice called out,

You stare in disbelief at the figure in front of you that was beginning to walk into the moonlight, you began to scoot back being startled by the sudden shock that cursed through your body.

"L-Larry..!?" You yell in fiery. "Y-You bastard!"

"I can't believe you left me alone, you-you told me you would always be here with me!!" You yelled angrily, not sure of whether it was because of the immense amount of alchohol you consumed.

"Listen, I know.  But I had to leave, time was running out.." he said with his dead cold eyes filled with sadness,

" I had too help Sal.. the cult was going to-"

"-Yeah but Sal is in custody!!" You yell once again, " They don't believe the story of the Bologna incident neither of the cult!! Larry the damn police covered up everything!! All of our attempts to saving what we thought we could was thrown away!"

" ..everything was useless.." You say falling to your knees,

".. I-I'm sorry Y/n.."

Your eyes darted from the ground to Larry,

It had been so long since you'd heard him say your name,

And it was odd to see Larry without his laid back personality,

He leaned down and hugged your fragile form towards himself,

You flinch as more tears began to puddle on your sweater,

"Y/n.. "

You look up at him,

"Vouchsafe.."

"H-Huh..?"

".. I heard you say you were tired of living in guilt and secrets.. I wanna know what you meant by that." He says making you look at him,  in a world like this, you knew anything could happen,

".. You heard that huh.." you say almost trying to not cry once again,

" Yeah.. I want to know what you meant.. what secrets..?" He says,

".. I.." you began to blush trying to come up with the words, knowing that they would only lace out in regret,

"... I wish I would have told you sooner Larry.."

"Told me exactly what?"

".. I wish.. Ugh!.. I wish I would have told you how much I liked- or no! Loved you a lot!!  I live with the guilt of never being able to tell you how much I wanted to be with you..!! When you told me you would always be by my side.. I was so determined..!.. I wish I would have told you.." you say hugging Larry even tighter than before crying into his neck while your tears soaked onto his shirt,

A while had passed, no communication whatsoever, the place filled with silence, and with every 5 minutes passing, your grip on Larry would only tighten, as his tightened onto you aswell,

".. I wish I had known before..." he says,

"I've always had eyes for you Y/n.. " Larry admits,

"What's the difference now..?" He says frowning.

".. y-you're... not alive.." you say looking down,

"And?" He stated,

".. What do you mean "and"? You're a ghost Lar... I'm human.. you're practically immortal.." you say sadly, "It would never work out between us.."

The sun began to rise, as Larry took notice of it too.

"Ah shit dude, I have to go.." he said,

Not unless i kill myself.. You continued with your thoughts from your previous statement,

You quickly got up, almost tripping during the process,

You grab the broken glass bottle,

"Y/n??"

You hum in response,

"What are you doing??" 

"Don't worry about it," you say.

You check the time, as he stood up

5:38 A.M

"Larry?"

"Y-Yeah?"

"I love you.." you say and plung the glass into your throat as you,

"Y/n!!" He exclaimed and ran towards you, as you began gasping out,  blood beginning to come out from your mouth

Choking on your own blood, he pulled out the bottle,

The wound was too deep..

Not for long