Chapter 7

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I knew that if his blood went into my system I would lose everything for Austin

And I'll just become carters...toy

I started to speak in my mind

"AUSTIN HELP IM GONNA LOSE YOU"

I tried my best to not let any of his blood into my mouth, but I couldn't drops started to fall into my mouth, and the taste of it was just amazing,no words to explain how amazing carters blood was

The next thing I know is I'm letting it all in. I'm actually drinking blood, vampire blood.

Carter then pulled away "looks like you enjoyed that" cater said pulling down his sleeve, I smirked and wiped my hand on my mouth to get the blood off "i did indeed, so what's next?...your just gonna kill me....crew me..because let me just say,you look like you'd be good in bed" i said checking him out, I still had that smirk on my face "ohh sweetie you may look cuter under me but no..not now...but....eventually" as a smirk and wink came from carters face I just had to ask "so then what do you want from me.." as I got up from the char and leaned against the wall Carter replied with a smirk
That didn't really answer my question but once I looked at Carter and all the details in his face and everything, he looks a lot and I mean a lot like Austin,like the face shape the face look, just everything. everything about Carter was like Austin but bad.
"that didn't answer my question Carter," I said in a pissed off tone
"Okay 'babe' let me just tell you that...you now kinda have a choice." I started to get very confused on what Carter was taking about "ether... You pick to be with me and be...mine or.. I make you forget everything."
At that moment I have gotten very confused on what Carter what talking about, and he could probably see that on my face
"What do you mean Carter!" I snapped "Hey,Hey,Hey Don't get bitchy with me okay, usually I wouldn't be doing this, but because Austin wants you to be safe an all, I'm making you choose, and that is...if you want to forget everything, I can make you forget everything with.....Austin,Alex, everyone, or... you can remember everything and live a nice life with me."

I didn't really know what to think right then, I didn't want to lose Austin but then again...i didn't want to live this life and never be Abel to see or speak to Austin
I know it sounds crazy, to just clap your hands and poof you have forgotten everything about your soulmate and everything in this life that your living.
But then again...if I don't pick this thing I'd have to live my life with a vampire that I don't really love, like I love Austin. "can I talk to Austin? o- or ju-just talk to him one last time" my hart had broken into a million pieces, I can't believe this is what I'm choosing, but I know that this is for the best, Carter shook his hand in a yes and walked out.

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For the past ten minutes I have been crying just of the thought of not having Austin with me, I felt so safe with him and It was...happy, I herd the lock on the door start to unlock I quickly got up from where I had been on the floor crying and tried my best to make myself look at least not as bad as I did, as the door flung open there stood Austin, he look very beaten, the look on his face was very sad and lonely, I then started to run to him and so did he,once were inches apart we had pause Austin swung his arms around me, I started to just ball in his arms, with me knowing that this is going to be our last hug my last look at Austin it was heartbreaking. "I just want you to know" Austin said as he pulled me away just a little for him to look me in the eyes "that no matter what happens, I will always love you, and I will find you, ins day I will find you and will be together again." Austin said pulling me into a tighter hug then before "and I also want you to know that I love you you no matter what happens."
Carter then walked into the room that me and Austin were in "okay come on" Carter then walked over to me and pulled my arm, I pushed back trying to get back to Austin "Austin, please no!, I don't want to leave you please!, Carter don't do this please I'm begging you!" I said using all my straight to get back to Austin "I'm so sorry Abby!" Austin said as he started to tear up
"No! No No, Carter please I want Austin to do it please!, I want Austin to make me forget everything please"Carter had stopped pulling me away and let me go, I ran straight bake to Austin "okay. do it Austin. if she wants you to do it. do it." Austin had pushed me back a little "I can't do that Carter." Austin said licking his lips "well she wants you to. do it NOW Austin!. Or I'm just going to fucking kill her" Carter said making sure his fangs show "Austin please I want you to do it" I said looking at him and untwined our hands "Abby please your gonna make this so hard" Austin said touching my cheek and looking me deep in the eyes "Austin I don't care what you need to do, please I don't want anyone else to do this but you" I looked up at Austin "okay" Austin said as he kissed me one last time.

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This was it, this was the time I was leaving Austin and well this memory of my life, I was leaving Austin, Alex, Rebecca everything and everyone I actually liked
Austin looked at me and moved my hair away from my neck
I didn't really know how these things went but I guess I'll just roll with it
One last single tear fell from my eyes
"I'm ready" I said as I wiped the tear and hugged Austin one last time "I love you," Austin said as he wiped my tears "I love you too," I said with a weak smile
Austin came very close to my neck, even closer then before "I'm sorry" Austin said as he bit my neck, I had then felt everything, the pain, the bad,the good, everything
When Austin had pulled away you could see my own blood on his lips, I was also very dizzy do to the face that Austin had drank almost all of my blood "I want you to never think of me, ...never wonder about me, don't feel anything for me,.... after I tell you this your going to walk home and sleep when you wake up your not gonna remember anything about this about...me, Alex, Carter, any of us, your just going to be the new girl at school that will fit in just fine, wh-when .. you meet me or see me you will not know me or...... like me at all.... one thing that I just new you to know is that... I really did like you."

Austin then came close to me and punched his fangs back into me, he put his arms right behind my legs and slowly put me on the ground, he hovered over me and I knew that only one more second and I won't have any more blood

"Goodbye Abby"



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