24 hours of bitter sweetness.
the memories always resurface from my heart on this particular day.
i allow myself to visit my feelings.
hello there, stranger? how have you been?
i count down the hours until the clock strikes midnight.
that's when those walls that crumbled begin to rebuild itself, locking whatever i feel inside.
i don't usually talk about you, that's why you're like my secret.
every so often our eyes meet, you smile.
i love you. i cannot stop loving you.
even when you had closed me off, the feelings of care will not disappear.
this may be my downfall towards you.
oh, how i love you so, so much.
your dumb squidward laugh makes my lips curl into a smile. waking up next to you, is a gift. having bruises on my legs from you kicking me as you slept. you're wrapped in blankets while im awoken by the cold.
i don't mind. i love you.
having you ditch me every time. making me the third wheel to everything.
i don't mind. i love you.
when you'd come over and we'd go buy food and id have to pay.
i don't mind. i love you.
i love you i love you i love you.
i fucking miss you.
i do all this because i love you. i been hurt by you before but i still love you. I will always have your back.
my friend inside of you has been suppressed by your families way of living and the people you've surrounded yourself with.
i miss you.
i really fucking miss you.
words cannot describe the way my heart aches thinking about you.
im so utterly in love with everything about you.
it's kind of pathetic.
happy birthday.
-old bestfriend
@moonchild.2244
