Is This Lust ? .....( COMPLETED )

Nervousness..... I have no control over

Plans Pov

The phone rang.  I was nervous over how this talk would end up. ( And just for information sake, I  had changed from the off shoulder t-shirt to a normal one, kept my specs aside and made my hair look like a mess before I picked the call)

Mean started taking first by asking about how my day went . I told him everthing that happened through the day.  I even told him that I found out from his schedule that we were attending the same event. I went on and on talking about the things I did through the week. I asked him certain  doubts I had related to my work but I received no answer
Instead I saw him stare at me . He was clearly distracted. Thats when I raised my voice and called out his name to get his attention.

He did not answer my question but instead said that he had a solo event Mean on Stage and he wanted me to be there and that he would tell me about it  in detail when we meet personally. 

Means pov

Why don't you come over to my condo like you used to. You look good today like the way you would in the morning, when you stayed overnight at my place. Plan, let's share the room when we go on the last LBC fanmeeting.  And about the other day I am sorry. It won't happen again. I need us to be friends.

Plans pov

"Did you feel sick about it. It was not your fault. I was encouraging you. I was feeling too low and disturbed on work front and I think I just got...i don't know  i just started thinking of you a lot. I got attracted to you and I started feeling jealous. I really don't know what this is. I'm just grateful we are very close and I can discuss this with you. I know we can't let this happen again. I have no trust in myself.  Sharing a room on our fan meeting is not going to be a good idea till I find out what is this between us rather than running away from it. I promise you I won't come in your way after the fan meeting.  I'll work very hard and concentrate on getting more assignments. You have lot of work in hand. Lot of girl co-stars. I think we need to be away from each other. Like no interaction other than when we are working together." I said

Means pov

I wanted to see how long Plan would be able to follow what he said.  Interestingly he did follow what he said . No phone calls. Limited talking while on events together. Just enough to keep the ship sailing. We didn't share the room on our last fan meeting together. He used to always be with people from his company.  I needed to do something. I was missing him even when he was in front of me. I could see him get rather close to Title. And then one day I couldn't believe what I saw. Was my loss somebody else's gain is all I could think standing there