Nathania Jane Life's Journey

Chapter 8

-- KWARTO NG MAG-ASAWA --

THANIA'S POV:

Hi Mommy? *Hinalikan sa noo* I missed you Mom. I missed you so much *😢* I missed your voice, your smiles, your laughs, your love, your face, your hugs and kisses from you *😭* I'm sorry for not talking to you. Just give me some time to think and I've been there. Just don't stop on pleasing me Mom, okay? I wanted to kiss you, hugs you tight but I can't. I still need to do this, para masanay ka ulit(pa-slang). Because I'm going back to Italy again *😭* I'm sorry for leaving you again *😭* But...

*Hindi naituloy ni Thania ang kaniyang sasabihin dahil biglang nagising si Regina at narinig ang huling sinabi nito*

REGINA: *Biglang bumangon* You're leaving again? *😭*

THANIA: Oh Mom? I thought you're sleeping? I'll go ahead. Sorry if I disturbed you. *Tumayo at palabas na*

REGINA: *tumayo at hinabol si Thania* Wait Thania, please baby *hinawakan ang kamay ni Thania* *😭* Can we please talk? Please *😭*

THANIA: But I'm not yet ready to talk to you Mom *😢*

REGINA: Please? If you want me to kneel down, I'll do it if that's what you want for you to talk to me *😭* *lumuhod*

THANIA: Mom please *😢* Stop it?! Get up! Your hurting your knees and besides I didn't ask you to do it, okay?

REGINA: Ayaw mo ba talaga akong kausapin? Hindi mo na aba ako Mahal? *😭*

THANIA: It's not that Mom? But I'm not yet ready to face you. I'm shy to face you, because of what I've done to you?

REGINA: Wala ka namang kasalanan anak ba't ka nahihiyang kausapin ako? O dahil Hindi mo na talaga ako Mahal? *😭*

THANIA: What kind of question is that?! Of course I love you Mom! I love you very much and it will not fade away. *Yinakap ng mahigpit ang kaniyang Mommy dahil humahagolgol na Ito sa pag-iyak* So stop crying now Mom, okay? *Bumitaw sa pagyakap at pinunasan ang luha ng kaniyang Ina*

REGINA: I heard that you're leaving me again? *😭😪* Why?

THANIA: Just stop crying Mom. And I needed to go now, I have A lot of things to do in my room. I just came here to check on you.

REGINA: But.... (Hindi na naituloy dahil umalis na si Thania)

-- Pagkaalis ni Thania ay agad pumuntang banyo si Regina upang maghilamos at nang Hindi mahalata na siya'y umiyak. At nang siya'y matapos ay agad naman siyang bumaba para kumain --

HERMINIO: Oh Hon, nandyan kana pala? Buti gising kana? Umupo ka na dito at makakain kana, sasamahan na lng kita dahil katatapos ko Lang din kumain eh.

REGINA: Morning Honey *sabay halik*

HERMINIO: Good morning nga Rin pala Honey *humalik pabalik* Kamusta tulog ko?

REGINA: Okay Lang Naman *😔* *pagsisinungaling nito*

HERMINIO: Oh eh bakit ang tamlay mo? Ano na naman ba ang problema?

REGINA: Wala nauntog Lang ako kanina *pagsisinungaling ulit nito*

HERMINIO: I know you? At Alam ko kung may problema ka o wala? At Alam ko din kung malungkot ka o hindi? So now tell me bakit ka malungkot?

REGINA: Nothing? Don't mind me, okay?

HERMINIO: Sige na Mahal, sabihin mo na kase? Alam kong may dinadamdam ka na naman?!

REGINA: Puwede bang kumain na muna ako? At tsaka ayaw ko na pag-usapan, pwede? *😔*