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story timeeee 🤪

i know it's been awhile but

WHAT IT DO BABYEEEEEEEEEEE !

i have top secret information that i want to talk about but i can't tell the people i know so i thought i'd expose myself to a large amount of people who don't know me personally :) , smart right ??

(i'm doing this instead of my math homework kmsssss)

anyway let's get on with the storyyyyy.

soooo i did sum VERY VERY bad :(

let me give y'all a background story. i have a friend and she likes this guy and he's literally all she talks about, and i told her that he got me up wanting to "chill" and she told me that "it's fine because we're both on our pimp shit and not exclusive"

but thats no excuse, i know but when he texted me last night (earlier this morning) i didn't think we'd do anything more than talk .

so anyway he picks me up and we go to this park near my house and i only had my chanclas on so i told him to carry me and we walked to this playground. we were just talking and then he said something about the stars, so i suggested we look up at them so we lay down on this bridge thing in the playgyand look up at the stars.

keep in mind it's like 12 sum in the morning .

so we're just talking about life and it's FUCKING FREEZING so he wraps his arm around me and i was like "don't get any ideas" and we're just talking still so it gets quiet and i started playing some 90's r&b on pandora (BIGGEST MISTAKE OF NY LIFE)

so then he wraps both his arms around me because i'm shivering and i was like "when you think of the context of this it seems kinda gay (i mean gay like lovey dovey please don't attack me 🥺)" and he was like "yeah kinda" and i was like "no homo" so it's still kinda quite and this BITCH pulls me closer and kisses the side of my head.

and i was like "why's you do that" and he's like "do what" so i kissed his arm and then he was like "simp ass" and he were just laughing, but he got quiet and i thought he fell asleep so i looked at him and he was looking at me and then he was like "can i kiss you" and our noses were touching and i moved my face and was like "we shouldn't" all i could think of was my friend :((((( .

and then he was like "okay" but then i was kinda like fuck it and kissed him . I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW . i felt bad :(((( .

but we ended up doing more than just kissing, yes i know i am a whore and had sex in a playground, sue me .

but like i told him about my friend liking him before we did anything and he said that he was aware and they talked about it and agreed that they shouldn't date but it doesn't make me feel any less guilty because i know she likes him mane :(

i feel like i should tell her but the guy and i promised not to tell anyone :(

WE HAVE TO TAKE THIS TO THE GRAVE Y'ALL NO ONE MUST KNOW :(

i'm sorry i'm a hot mess y'all i regret it and i feel like shit, she's gonna hate me :(