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Jin - Do I Deserve All Of This? Pt2

2 things:
Nearly cried making this chapter
Y'all are gonna hate me for what happens :')

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Jin had been rushed to the hospital, unconscious.
The other members were extremely worried for their Hyung.
Why did he even do it in the first place?

They arrived at the Hospital, already seeing Jin being pulled inside on a stretcher.
They followed for a good amount of time, before they weren't allowed to go any further.

They had sat down in the waiting room, Namjoon standing as there were no more seats.
He was so worried.
There were several people being called to see the people that were in hospital.

One after the other, people filed out to see the people that were injured, or just sick.
They were determined to get to Jin.

'G-Guys, why do you t-think he did it?'

They all looked at Namjoon, who was visibly pale and shaken up.
'We don't know, Joon. Let's just wait for what they have to say' Said Hoseok sadly.

Namjoon nodded, and excused himself, saying he needed some fresh air.
He went out, and sat down against the wall.
It was extremely cold out now, but he didn't care.
He put his head into his hands, and shakingly let out a sigh.

Flashback

'Come on, Joonie!'
Namjoon smiled at the voice, and laughed when he felt a weight on his back.
'You're younger than me, you should be faster' Pouted Jin.
'Jin Hyung, I'm literally younger by 2 years' Said Namjoon, rolling his eyes.
'Don't roll your eyes, they'll pop out soon' Scolded Jin playfully.
'Yeah, yeah. Sure OK' Huffed Namjoon.

He felt Jin slide off his back, and pull his hand.
'Come on, let's go' Said Jin, smiling, Pulling Namjoon.
Namjoon followed, and they walked like that for 5 minutes straight, before they stopped.
He saw Jin pull out a blindfold.
'Alright, I'm putting this on you, don't protest'
Namjoon obeyed, and Jin tied the Blindfold.
'Is it OK?'
'Yeah, it is'
He then felt his hand being pulled again, and they walked once again.
Another 5 minutes later, Jin stopped him, and took off the Blindfold.
'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'

Namjoon smiled widely, when he saw everyone at a big table filled with snacks and presents, and most of all, the cake.
They all were wearing party hats, even Yoongi (Which surprised Namjoon alot)
'Thank you!' Said Namjoon, and he was pulled into a group hug.
'Alright, Blow out the candles! We couldn't find 24 candles, so we just took a 2 and 4 and put them together to make a 24' Said Taehyung, holding the cake.
Namjoon laughed, and thought of a wish.
He then blew out the candles.

There were cheers, and then the whole party started.
He was pulled aside by Jin.
'Happy Birthday, Joonie'
'Thank you, Hyung, so so much'
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He sat there for 10 minutes straight, before Yoongi came to get him.
'C'mon, we can go see Jin now' He said.
Namjoon jumped up, ran inside, and followed the others that were already heading towards the elevators.

They all somehow managed to cram into the small elevator, and press the "3" button.
They waited until the doors opened, and then went out, looking around for room number 58.

They walked down the long corridors, dreading what condition Jin would be in.
They found room 58, and they told Namjoon he could go in first.
He went in slowly, into the dark room.
He saw a bed, and Jin on it.
He ran to him, and took his hand.
'Jinnie...' Mumbled Namjoon, Sitting down on the bed.

Jin was unconscious, the only thing that was signalling he was still alive was the Heart monitor.
"Beeps" Filled the quiet room
Jin stirred.
He saw Namjoon, and smiled weakly.
'Joonie..'

Namjoon was shocked, but then happily smiled.
'You're awake!'
Jin suddenly clutched his heart, a pained expression on his face.
Namjoon's smile fell, and he immediately said 'Hyung, what's wrong?'

Jin took Namjoon's hand, holding it.
'I love you, Joonie'

The hold on his hand went limp, and the Heart monitor let out a long "Beeep"

'No, No please No, Jin!' Said Namjoon, panicking.
'HELP!'

Doctors ran in, and they immediately pushed Namjoon away, tending to Jin.
They tried to get his pulse back.
Tried.

One of the Doctors pulled away, with a grim expression on his face.
'We are sorry to inform you, But Mr. Kim here has unfortunately passed away'

Passed away..
Passed away..
Passed away..

Namjoon stumbled back in horror, hitting the wall.
'No, he can't be gone. Please tell me this is a Joke' Pleaded Namjoon, close to crying.
'This isn't a Joke, Mr. Kim is gone'

Namjoon slid down against the wall, and broke down.
His world was broken.
Like his heart.

He sobbed, hiding his face in his hands.

Jin hadn't deserved to die.

Oml I'm sorry, I teared up 😭.