"Broken"

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A/N:Sad and mad and bad stuff. You might cry.

Y/N POV

There you were sitting in a nice restaurant waiting for your boyfriend Bucky. You had made reservations a week prior for your one year anniversary, you started to worry about Bucky, you called him over and over again but he never answered.

You decided to leave to the tower to see where he was. You called Steve and he asked you to come to a bar to celebrate Steve's birthday, so you got suspicious Bucky was with them instead of on your date.

Back at the Tower

"Friday, where's Bucky?" you asked. "Richie's Bar" Friday answered. "I f*cking knew it" you thought.

You headed strait to the bar with the outfit you were already in. Once you got there, you searched for Bucky and Steve. You went to the upstairs area and you found Bucky, but you wish you hadn't.

What you saw was your 'loving' boyfriend sticking his tounge down some girls throat. He never saw you and you got mad for a second but then your eyes started to pool with tears as you stared in disbelief. You ran to your car and went back to the Tower crying all the way home.

You went to your floor with dried up tears trying not to think about what you just witnessed. You changed into your hoodie and joggers and sat in the living room eating ice cream and wiping your eyes with tissues while watching The Office (this really sad episode where the best character goes away for a long long time).

Time skip

Bucky walked in feeling guilty (Super soldiers can't get drunk but Steve gave him something that made him drunk for an hour and then it wore off). You noticed him walk in and your anger built up more and more as you heard him step closer and closer. He attempted to wrap his hands around you as a hug from behind but you stopped him giving him the silent treatment. He got nervous and frowned and wondered if you knew what he had did.

Time skip of the silent treatment

As you walked down the hallway ignoring every word Bucky said.

"Please talk to me, doll" Bucky pleaded. You walked into the kitchen to get hot coco. You put it in the microwave and Bucky put his arms around your waist but you turned around to push him off of you. "You know why I'm not talking to you, James" his eyes widened realizing why you were mad. "I'm so sorry, I was drunk, y/n, please I would never do that ever again" he pleaded for the thousandth time. "Oh, and that's not the only reason" you said while hesitating to slap him across his face.
"What do you mean, doll?" he asked. "You don't get to call me that anymore, James" you answered.

Your hot coco finished heating and you took it and started to walk off and then you placed a small package on the counter "Goodnight, James" you said choking back tears.

Bucky's POV

I sat there wondering what else I did wrong as I heard my girlfriend say goodnight with a broken voice. I was trying to decide if I should go and try to talk to her but I knew she wouldn't want to talk. Then, I notices a small package on the counter, it had a small note attached to it.

Dear Bucky,

Thank you so much for being one of the few lights in my life. You've helped me through a lot and I wouldn't ever have anyone else but you, I love you Bucky.

Love, y/n

"Shit, she's never gonna forgive me" I said holding back tears of regret.

I slept on the couch dreading for the morning to come knowing there was a very high chance of her breaking up with me.

In the morning

Bucky's POV

I woke up and went to see if y/n was awake. The door was open so I lightly knocked and opened the door only to find my broken girlfriend packing all of her stuff with dry tears that I had caused.

Y/N POV

I woke up extra early to start packing all of my stuff before Bucky got up but as I feared, he woke up before I could leave. He walked in and looked at me with a regretful look in his eyes.

"Y/n, please don't leave me, I need you" he pleaded. "I needed you but you weren't there Bucky, I'm sorry but I'm leaving" you said with no emotion except for a broken soul.
"No, please y/n, I'm sorry, I was being stupid, I need you to be with me, and I want to be better. I would never do that to you again" he said while on the verge of tears. Then, he started crying, which made you feel bad but you remembered what he did to you, so you didn't sympathize.

You gathered the rest of your things and went downstairs while Bucky followed you, begging you to stay and you ignored every single word he said.

You put your stuff in your car and he grabbed your hand softly. "Doll, please, I can't do this without you" he said in a sad tone. "And I can't do this, I said I loved you and it was true and I thought you meant it too, but I was wrong". "But I do love you" he said in a sad tone. You let go of his hand "I'm sorry Buck" and got into the car. You looked at Bucky once more before driving off crying at seven in the morning.

Bucky's POV

I stood there watching the only one I love drive off, I stood there for a while after hoping she would come back and run into my arms forgiving me but I knew it wasn't going to happen.

I went back inside to find Steve making coffee.

"Morni- what's wrong buck?" Steve asked. "Y/n just broke up with me" I said while choking back tears. "Oh, Buck" Steve said sympathetically. "I f*cked up big time Steve, and I don't think she's coming back" you said.

Two weeks later

Bucky's POV

I'm still hungover y/n, but I found out she met some guy that probably deserves her more than I do.

The End of part 1

A/n: I hope you did'nt cry to much but we'll see what happens in the next part








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