Scars (Aizawa x Reader)

The idea

It irritated you, that you were unable to actually do something to find the bastard. After the incident with Lizard, you weren't sure who to trust. You were so desperate to ask Endeavor for help, but you were pretty sure he was still pissed from the last time.

You hid your face in your head and sighed deeply. This was not going as you planned. You left the field to get some outside perspective, not stay at home and do nothing.

"What are you doing?" Your head shoots up hearing a groovy, husky tired voice. "It's half 6..."

"I'm sorry Shouta. Did I wake you up?" Oh, how much have you missed his face? The touch was nothing comparing to seeing him. The more you got closer to him the more you wanted your sight back. Whenever you laid next to him in bed, you wished to see him sleeping peacefully next to you.

"The bed got cold" he mumbled, walking to the kitchen. You stood up and hold his wrist, halting him in place.  He turned around and frowned seeing your shy expression. "What's with the pout?"

It has been three days since the kiss and you were still shy to initiate it. He wasn't too fond of touching or midday kissing, and you didn't want to impose yourself. But the lack of information, the unslept night and seeing him now made you want to feel those warm lips on you.

You did not understand the awkwardness. You have done it so many time before. You were flirting to get the info, some time to survive, and yet here you were in front of this man, unable to make a move.

No, you were lying to yourself. You knew exactly why you felt so out of place. It was him after all. The man you loved since highschool. It wa different. It wasn't an Intel mission. It was feelings. And you were never good with them.

He was about to ask you again when you stood on your toes and kissed him a quick, a shy, unsure one. A one you weren't even sure that really happened.  You swallowed hard and took a step away, blushing like a stupid teenage girl.

"Good... good morning, Shouta!" You whispered sending him one of your cute smiles. His eyes widened for a moment, surprised by your action. Since the talk you never initiated the contact, leaving him with the territory to run, if he felt like. He was thankful but couldn't help but smile at your little display of affection.

"Come here," he chuckled and pulled you for a more tender kiss, a longer one, a one which made never want to leave the safe embrace of his strong arms. "Good mornig", he whispered, putting his forehead on yours. "How are you feeling?"

"Still can't see a thing" you pouted, after getting yourself together after the kiss. If he was able to make you all this with just a kiss, you couldn't help but think about his other actions. "I'm trying to use my energy to make them 'work' again, but this bastard did something which is out of my abilities." He hated to hear you like that. With no hope and anger forwarded towards your father.

"Take your time", he said, going to the kitchen to put on some coffee. "There are things you can't just push", you bit your lip and rolled your eyes and his smart, teacher'y comment. He chuckled seeing your response and leaned on the counter, waiting for the coffee to pour. "What is it?" He finally asked, seeing your head up in the clouds. It wasn't often you did that in front of anyone, but he learnt that you only did that when you weren't sure if you should say something.

"There is a way..." you started, quietly, playing with them hem of your pyjama shirt. "He's quirk relates te brain control. Or more like taking control of a person from a neurological point." He hummed, as a sign for you to continue. "I was thinking... it kind of feels like he is controlling my brain somehow." He raied his brow, not truly understanding. "What I mean is... what if I would use my quirk to negate his quirk?"

"You want to absorb the energy directly into your brain cells?!" He asked, a bit afraid of the whole idea. He poured the coffees into the mugs and handed her one. They went to sit down on the couch, continuing the conversation. "What would that change?"

"I would metaphorically wake up from his control and maybe the affect on my eyes would disappear..." he clenched his jaw, thinking about it. It did make sense, but there too many uncertainties infor him to like the idea.

"Have you ever done this before?" There was the silence he was afraid of.

"Kind of..." you finally said, taking a deep breath. "I used my energy absorption to knock myself out of the physical control. It wasn't for long, but I was able to get myself back in the game..."

"Were talking about brain here, Y/N... it's not the same thing. If something doesn't work as planned, you won't get yourself back to the game..."

"That's why I need your and grandma's help..." you could sense the tension in his body, so without thinking you put a comforting hand on this thigh. He pit his hand on yours and squished it a bit for you to continue. "I need someone to stop my quirk and someone to heal me, if things dont go as planned." There was this awkward silence again. "I want to see again, Shouta." You started again, trying to make your voice a bit more steady. "I want to be able to defend myself the next time he comes, and I am sure he will. I want to be able to protect the one I care about and love from the villains. I want to see you, damn it!" You bit your lip nervously, playing with the edge of your shirt.

"I understand, but I don't want to lose you again." You tensed hearing his low voice near you. His warm breath on your neck made your thought travel faster than the light. You swallowed hard and took a deep breath. "I won't lose you. That's why we will talk to Recovery Girl and see how dangerous it is, before I say if I'm ok with this, alright?" You nodded, enjoying his soft kissing on your jaw, slowly travelling to your neck.

"Shouta..." You whispered. You weren't ready to make the relationship physically official. You didn't want to make love and not able to see him. And he was ok with that. Only from time to time he baited you with the sweet kisses or touches that went a bit further than a normal make-out session.

"I know." He whispered and kissed your cheek. "I know. I promised you." He got up and went to the kitchen to start preparing breakfast.

**

"Miss L/N! Aizawa-sensei" You both stopped hearing a familiar voice behind you. around.

"Uraraka", you smiled at a girl. You could feel the annoyance from Shouta. He was hoping not to get any attention from the students. "It's a weekend what are you doing in school?" You asked as nicely as you could. No student saw you in this state. You did not want to be seen as weak.

"I'm off to the pool. The class has booked some time for some training", you nodded, happy that the class is socialising together, reminding you of the times you spend in school with Shouta and Mic. "It was good to see you, L/N-san, Aizawa- sensei!" she waved at them and was gone, apparently sensing the awkwardness from her teacher.

"She's your student, try not to scare her off, every time she sees you" You joked when you were once again walking to the med bay to see Recovery Girl.

"They will talk..." He sighed, holding your hand again. He let go, hearing the girl approaching, but was now more than welcome to hold you closer. "They are teenagers, they will gossip. It annoys me!" You couldn't help but laugh at his mood. You squished his hand and stopped, bringing his attention back to you.

"Let them. Unless you don't want anyone to know..." You trailed off. You loved to tease him like that. You knew exactly what he was thinking, and he knew what you were doing. He smirked and shook his head in disbelief.

"You are trouble, kitten", he chuckled and pushed you towards him for a side hug. You both walked to Chiyo's cabinet and knocked to her doors. She opened them with an angry expression. You have called her and told her about your idea, and she made you come to see her. Both of you. And well, it seemed like she was not happy with your idea.

"You are out of your mind, child?!"

WOW! I am back. I had so many issues I needed to take care of, so apologies for being away for so long. It's a short chapter and a boring one, but the next one will be longer and definitely more interesting :)