Trigger warning: Anorexia mentioned
Finally, after three long summer months, I am getting back on the train to Hogwarts for my 5th year.
"Emma!" I hear two voices behind me as I walk to the train. I turn around to see my two favorite red heads, Fred and George Weasley.
"Hello boys." I say.
"Our mom sent some of her brownies for you." Fred says.
"She knows they're your favorite." George finishes.
"Thanks guys, but I'm not hungry." I say.
"Can you take it and eat it later." Fred asks.
"Sure." I say, I take the baggie and shove it in my pocket, I'll give it to Draco. I wave goodbye to the twins and walk to the train, sitting in the compartment I usually sit in with Draco Malfoy, who is my best friend.
"Hello Love." Draco says, walking into the compartment. I get up and hug him tightly.
"Hi Draco." I say. He hugs me back and kisses the top of my head. We sit down at one of the tables. I pull the bag of brownies out of my pocket.
"I brought brownies for you." I say.
"Thank you. But aren't you going to have one? You love brownies." He asks, taking the bag.
"No, I'm not hungry." I say.
Great Hall, Dinner time
I put a small scoop of potatoes on my plate, alone with a tiny spoonful of vegetables and one chicken leg. I pull out my journal and flip to todays date.
Day 83: 250
Breakfast
Egg white ×2 - 30 Cal
1 1/2 tbsp cheese - 30 Cal
2/3 tbsp salsa - 5 Cal
1/4 cup vegetables - 5 Cal
1 tbsp skim milk - 4 Cal
Total: 74
Lunch
2 large lettuce leaves - 16 Cal
1 cup of tuna (no mayo) - 50 Cal
Total: 66
Dinner
I wrote down stuff at the corresponding time that I had that meal. And now to write down dinner.
1/4 cup diced potatoes - 29 Cal
1/4 cup vegetables - 5 Cal
1 chicken drumstick - 76 Cal
After writing everything down I add it up.
29 + 5 = 34 + 76 = 110
110 + 66 = 176 + 74 = 250
Perfect. The right amount of Calories for today.
"Love what are you doing?" Draco asks.
"Oh, nothing Draco. " I say.
"Whats this book for?" He asks, pointing at my journal.
"Just my diet." I say, looking down.
"Emma, I'm not stupid. You're Calorie counting aren't you?" Draco asks.
"Dra-" I try to say.
"Give me the journal." He says, although its more like a demand. I sigh and had it over. Draco starts flipping through the book, probably shocked at what he was seeing.
"You haven't eaten more than 300 calories a day all summer!" He says.
"Draco I- " he cuts me off. He puts the journal down beside him and grabs my plate. He piles it full of different foods. All I see is the calories adding up.
"You are going to sit here and eat this, and I am not going to let you leave until it is at least half gone." Draco says.
"But Draco-" I try and say.
"No. You are going down a dangerous road, Emma. Doing this could lead to serious eating disorders and possibly even death. I can not loose you." Draco says.
"Draco, I'm just what I eat, thats all." I say.
"Love, you are beautiful just the way you are. You don't need to watch what you eat." Draco says.
"I think I do." I say.
"You don't, you are beautiful. And I love you." Draco says.
"I love you to Draco." I say. Draco pulls me into a hug and kisses the top of my head. Then pulls away. He hands me a fork.
"Now eat, Love." He says. I smile at him.
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