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Wheres dad ?

Jess's pov
I woke up on the settee, again, but my dad wasn't there, he was in the kitchen "morning daddy" I said "oh morning sweetheart" he said putting his arm around me "how long have you been awake for?" I asked him "only for about 5 minutes or so" he said
"Oh okay, I'm gonna see if dads awake yet" I said smiling "okay then" he replied and got back to doing what he was doing

I made my way over to my dads bedroom, I knocked before entering to see that my dad wasn't there "dad?" I said with confusion I made my way back to the kitchen where George was still looking confused "everything alright?" He asked "yeah, umm where's dad?"
I asked, he looked at me confused "what do you mean, he's not in the bedroom?" He asked "no I went to go check and he wasn't there" I replied, I could see fear in George's face, of course he'd be worried I mean Jon did cheat on him
"Has he not left a note anywhere?" He then asked "no I haven't seen one" I replied "right he might've gone out, I'm sure he'll be back soon" George said shrugging it off trying not to think about it too much

I left the kitchen without saying anything and went to sit back down on the settee, I really hope that my dad has just gone out for something work related or even just to get shopping, or maybe he's gone to see a family member or maybe mikey and Roy I tried to assure myself
I swear he better not be cheating on my dad again, if he ever disrespects my dad again by cheating on him, I'll be so pissed off, I don't get it why did he cheat on my dad the first time, George doesn't have a bad bone in his body, he's the sweetest most caring person I know, and to see him upset in anyway just breaks my heart

I tried not to think about it too much till I saw George waking into the room I was in, I didn't really acknowledge that he came into the room really I was just too caught up thinking where my other dad could be I was just staring at the floor when I felt a hand on my knee I looked to the right of me to see George sitting beside me
He just gave a weak smile and I gave one back
"It's okay sweetheart" he said
"I can't stop thinking about it and I know you can't either daddy" I said
He sighed and turned my head so I was looking at him "no matter what happens, no matter if Jon's doing what we think he's doing, we'll be fine, we can manage without him can't we?" He Said "absolutely" I replied while smiling
He opened his arms and I hugged him, I looked up to notice he was crying
I wiped his tears away with my thumb
"It's okay daddy, we don't even know if he is yet but if he is, then so be it, we don't need him, we're strong enough, just the 2 well 3 kind of" I said looking at his stomach
George giggled and looked down at his stomach "yeah" he whispered

"You wanna go down to the studios, to see if he's there?" I suggest, he nodded, "okay I'll go get ready" I said kissing his cheek and walking towards the door when he grabbed my hands "love you" he said to me "love you too" I replied hugging him again and then went upstairs to get ready
I put on an oversized long sleeve t-shirt with zig-zags on it and a pair or black skinny jeans with a pair of black boots
I waited for my dad to finish getting ready and we headed to the studio