It was like what, 6 months since I started accepting my fate to be beside this weird girl. When I started wandering off to the world without a human form, I wanted to became at peace but everyday when I try to open my eyes I am in a familiar room again, this girl's room.
It was almost the 7th month of my death and I am just wandering around the streets of Seoul like a normal human, except no one can sense and see me, fun fact about ghosts we can walk or float whenever we want. We don't get hungry or feel tired but we can still feel things, and I mean by emotional things you know?
I was in my old university and it was almost 8PM when some of the students were going home. Some college kids really are overdoing themselves.
I saw a familiar face suddenly, isn't that that girl's boyfriend? What's his name again? Doyoung? He was on a date with another girl in a fancy cafè, I can't help but follow him and eavesdropped on them.
"So, how are things in the restaurant?"
"So-so." He said, "I have this girl waitress who's very hardworking, I can feel she really likes the job. She doesn't even get paid that well but still she works overtime."
"Or maybe she likes you." The girl in front of him raised an eyebrow, "all your staff does"
"Aye, you're jealous? Don't worry, I don't see her like that. She's too young and naive for me. Besides, I already have you."
I can't help but feel mad at him, why does this kind of guy exists?
When it was already night time, I saw that Doyoung guy walk Koeun home again, that weird girl seemed to be confessing now as she was stuttering beside him.
When they reached the front steps of the apartment, I went behind Koeun and levitated myself to merely show that I was clinging on her shoulder,
"I like you, Doyoung oppa." She said, this girl seriously is in another level
"Eun-ah, I appreciate your confession and—" and that's my cue, I made myself be seen by that Doyoung guy and made it look scary, like my nose dislocate and blood everywhere on my face. I saw his shocked and scared expression before I disappeared again.
"Oppa?"
"I'm sorry, I don't like you." Then he hurriedly walked away, more like ran away though.
Koeun felt heartbroken and stomped her way inside her bedroom with a heavy feeling.
I felt bad in a way but it is for her own good. She sat on her bed, the usual routine when she gets heartbroken, then closed her eyes to do her yoga.
As far as I know, she is a yoga enthusiast, whenever she has a problem or is going thru something, she does yoga.
Days has passed and I decided to go to the location where my accident happened. It was the day of my death today and I wanted to celebrate it even though it was a tragedy.
It was so vivid but still I can feel the intense rush and emotion I felt that day. I closed my eyes and sort of travelled today, I went to visit my brother in Chicago, he was in his usual work place today. Attending some patients as he was rushing back and forth with some of the other staff.
I followed him and saw how his expression was sharp and focused. He's always so dedicated in his work.
It was about 2 hours later when he finally finished all his tasks, for now at least, and he was now resting in his table.
He then held a picture frame that was placed on his desk and stared at it. I knew it was our photo, his favorite photo of me.
"Today's the 7th month, Mark." He said, "7 months without you seems so long but I still feel you here beside me."
