Queen Quinn

2 Danny

After I took a bath we ate and I left him to go to my room. I don't think it was rude, if it was I didn't really care.

My mom apparently told him where the guess room was so I didn't have to. Last night I stayed up thinking. Like what the fuck is wrong with me!? He's 20 something and I'm only 18, why do I like him so much??

It's not just his looks, yes he's the hottest person alive but he's got a interesting personality. It frustrates me people he won't do everything I say but it's weird because I dont hate it.

Its 1pm, I skipped breakfast and I just feel.. weird. I haven't gone out of my room just because I feel sad. Normally I'm not sad but I've just been thinking.. I've gone through a lot of shit and now I'm scared of everything.

I wasn't always like this..

And today 2 years ago was one of those things that broke me. I'm not broken now but I'm flawed. When I go out of my room I feel like that's when my day starts and I dont want to start it.

Taking off my shirt I think about everything. My life has gotten better so I'm happy is just I do live in fear.. I cant help it. While taking off my pants I almost fall. I'm clumsy...

Once I'm completely naked I look at myself in the mirror.. I have a scar on my side that's two inches long. On my thighs I have circular scars. Ten on each leg.

Just as I slide my briefs up my door swings open. "Oh shit," he says and turns around. "Sorry, get dressed you have a friend over." I quickly put my pants on and long sleeved shirt.

"I'm done," I say and he turns around. He looks around at my room.

"I have someone over? Who?" I ask crossing my arms. I dont have any friends that come over..

"He said his name was justin," he says and I smile.  Justin has been my friend for a few years but he stopped coming over and talking to me.. I forgive him, he probably was really busy.

"Send him up and can you make food?" I ask instead of demanding it.

"Okay, and yeah" he says and leaves.

Justin left a shirt last time he came over. I should probably return it. I go into my walk in closet and start looking.

I hear my door open and close. "Your shirt is somewhere in here," I say and bend down. It might be this one on the floor.

Slap

Justin slapped my ass?

I shoot up gasping and turning around all at once. Justin is my friend and he would never touch me innapropaly. Especially since what happend with Danny-

My eyes meet Danny's..

"I'm you scream I'll fucking kill you," he says and I'm petrified. My stomach feels like it's in my throat and my heart is in my stomach.

My stomach tied in knots..

He roughly grabs me and pushes me into the wall. No... this cant be happening..

Tears start to flow and I tremble in fear.  He puts a hand around my throat but doesn't squeeze. I think it's there incase I struggle.

"Danny. Dont. Go away please," I say as his other hand goes up my shirt.

"Get on your knees and beg," he says aggressively.  Maybe if I do this he'll leave. I slowly get down on my knees, he didn't back up so I'm leave with his crotch.

"P-please dont hurt me," I say looking at the ground.

He grabs my hair and yanks it back I gasp and grab his hands trying to stop the pain.