Loved In The Wrong Way

Chapter 13

I walked inside with Jordan right behind me. It's pretty nice in here. I could get use to living here but by myself.

"Why do I have to stay here?"

"Cause you my girl and they would've questioned you."

"But I didn't shoot at 37 people, you did. Why do you always drag me into your bullshit?"

"Stop complaining. I could've left yo ass there to be interrogated and have the hell bugged out of you. Did you want that, Marianna? Did you want that?"

"It would've been a whole lot better than staying here with you, Jordan."

He pushed me up against the wall. "What do you want me to do? Huh? Apologize to you? I do that everyday. Give you whatever you want? All you gotta do is ask. Listen to your bullshit? I listen to it every hour of the damn day. Fuck you? I do that shit too. Marianna, I'm trying, what else do you want me to do?"

"I want you to stop loving me in the wrong way, okay Jordan?"

I pushed him away and then walked upstairs. I can't stand Jordan sometimes. He's like drugs. They make you feel good and special but after the feelings gone, you feel like fucked up.

I walked into the bathroom and took a shower. I dried off and wrapped a towel around myself before walking out of the bathroom.

"I brought all the stuff inside. Let me show you our room." He grabbed my hand and walked down the hall. The room was beautiful.

"Thanks." I said as I moved my hand. I opened his suitcase and took one of his shirts and put it on. "What?"

"Nothing." He said before trying to kiss me.

"I'm hungry." I said after moving my face.

"I got you food." He said then I kissed him. "I'll bring it up." He walked downstairs.

I noticed my phone laying on the bed. I turned it off a few days ago and I haven't turned it back on yet. Damn, I can't believe I went that long without my phone. I turned it back on and I had 195 missed calls and 80 texts from Nelson, two missed calls and a text from Sparkle, 3 missed calls from a number I didn't know but it looked familiar.

I just turned my phone off again. I didn't wanna deal with anything.

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I laid down and rubbed my stomach.

"My mom just called." Jordan said as he walked in the room

"You're telling me this because?"

"Those 5 months I didn't see you, I apologized to them and we became closer. Once I saw you two months ago, I kind of stopped talking to them. She called me and I told her we were expecting a baby."

"Is she mad or something?"

"No. She wants us to come visit them. I told her we'd come."

"Jordan, we never discussed that. You can't be planning shit without informing me."

"I just informed you about it right now."

"Jordan---" he cut me off

"So, you saying you ain't coming?" he asked

"I don't have anything else to do."

"Good, so I'll talk to your doctor and see if he can transform us to another doctor for appointments while we're there."

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