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Finale

So, hello my dearest readers.
It's been a long long long long time since the last time I write this book. How are you doing? Is it going well? I hope you're doing just as fine. And Today is the final day for this book. Maybe some of you guys might be thinking "Oh wow, this author just been absent for so long and then suddenly come back with a goodbye? Jeez, is she even an author?". I know I know, and I'm sorry about that.We finally reach the end of this book. It's been a long journey, right? Especially for those who have been following this book since the beginning until the end. So I'm here to express about how I felt during my absence. I felt like I just neglected my duty as a writer. I felt like I wasn't good enough to do my duty properly. I felt this feeling of guilty for leaving you guys without any news nor update. It's just that I felt embarrassed to face you guys after I've been MIA for so long. During my absence, I always thought "Maybe, I'll do it next time." And just then I'm starting to forget about what I have do. I'm starting to forget about my duty. And after that it's hit me hard when I came back and saw many of you guys are still supporting this book and keep on voting for this book. The thought of this is making me felt guilty. But on the other hand, I do feel a lot better when I'm getting some burden out off my shoulders. So it's like 50% guilt 50% free? I don't know. Sometime when I think about it, during my time when I was still writing this book I always concerned about how people are going to react about my book and especially their comments. I felt under pressure. I was like "how are they going to react to this?" "I think this is too cringy." "What if they hate it?" And etc... It's like putting my head under water and trying to breathe. And when I absence, I felt kind of free from those thought. I got some times to focus on my exams and study. I felt a lot better while i was absence. I got times to spend with my family, I got a better concentration on my study and improve my grade. It's sound like I was being selfish right? I know that. But after all, WE all sometimes need to be selfish too. Not everyone are generous enough to waste their precious times just for one thing. And I recommend to those future writer. Sometimes we need to be selfish too. Being selfish doesn't we're being mean, being selfish mean to find something to satisfy our own satisfaction. We can't just sat their and waste our time just to satisfy some people we don't even know. We need time for our own too. So yeah, I might sound mean right there, but it's the truth we can't deny. Anyway I love you guys. And remember if you want to be an author make sure you find a good time to satisfy your readers and the best time for satisfy yourself. And also, don't take me as your model writer. [Why am I even thinking like this -.-] So any last comment or word for this clumsy author?
I will mis you guys. I love you guys. Maybe I'll see later? Thank you for 21K readers and 59o votes. I don't know how to express these in words but thank Thank you so so much.