umm so I basically abandoned wattpad for a good minute but I still get notifications about some sweet ass comments that yall leave. Trust me yall are amazingly nice and but my lack of confidence in anything I do has got me not believing any of it but idk maybe I will when I improve.
I'm sitting here currently working on a report that's due in less than 12 hours (yes procrastination is life) but I decided to open this app for no reason and somehow I see that I was trending number 1 in poems???? BITCH WTFFFF
LIKE I DONT UNDERSTANDDDDDDD
BRO MY HEART WARMED UP SMH
OK HOLIDAYS ARE COMING UP AND I MIGHT RESTART DOING THIS? (my fam really don't do Christmas like a big ting, its v v lowkey)
the reason I stopped was that I wrote poetry, or whatever I did, to escape some sweet gorgeous trauma in my life. But now I just got into uni and all those feelings of lonely and miserable have come back lol. fr I didn't do any work yesterday when I have two reports due next week. ik its rlly bad but I try to be hardworking and get my shit done on time.
also, I see some of yall dmed me about read for read kinda stuff - which I would love to do so I will respond to those when I can.
A.L.S.O. comments - okay i see yall - I WILL RESPOND SOON PEEPS - much love for those nice words tho - like I'm actually a very emotionally distant person but these melt my cold heart. :)
also i need friends - follow me on twitter at @Ivyrose55
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PoetryI'm just here to put my thoughts on paper so that it doesn't consume me. - NAKED THOUGHTS 'the cover, title, basically every single word and design is by me. Picture used for cover is JK from BTS"