Scenarios On Ice

to prove / self inflicted achromatic

Prove Yourself [Ji Hazelle]

Is the person I came to be the really real me?

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MUSICALITY's Hazelle Reportedly Not In The Group's Final Lineup.
Insiders report that Soloist Jung Gidae was supposed to be in the lineup instead.

K-Netizens Argue if MUSICALITY's Hazelle Should've Been In The Lineup.
Heated debates arise.

Soloist Jung Gidae Admits to Being In The First Lineup But Decided To Leave.
"I was supposed to join Musicality but I wasn't ready at that time." said Gidae.

MUSICALITY's Hazelle Was Rumoured To Be Disowned.
The idol has mentioned that she left home. There are rumours that it may not be true.

Former Rinkmate of MUSICALITY'S Hazelle Tells The "Truth".
Figure Skater Adeline Mell, former rinkmate of Hazelle posts on her Instagram about the issue.

BigHit Entertainment Releases A Statement Regarding MUSICALITY's Hazelle.
They confirmed the lineup issue and asked fans not to dig into artists' personal lives.

MUSICALITY's Hazelle Rumoured To Go On Hiatus.
The leader of MUSICALITY reportedly to take a break in the midst of their 'WINTER STORY' promotions.

BigHit Entertainment Confirms MUSICALITY's Hazelle's Hiatus + Releases A Statement.
BigHit Entertainment releases a statement confirming MUSICALITY's Hazelle's hiatus and states the reason why.

MUSICALITY's Hazelle Confirmed To Have An Anxiety Disorder.
BigHit states this as the reason for Hazelle's hiatus. Netizens talk about the idol's mental health, as well as a few others.

MUSICALITY's Hazelle Opens Up About Her Anxiety.
Hazelle posted a long message on her Instagram account about her disorder + says she's currently in America.

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2037

It seemed like the room was getting smaller and tighter. The air suddenly got too thick to breathe. It felt like something was crushing against her chest, making it nearly impossible to inhale. Ji Hazelle, 14, was crouched on the floor, against the wall, curled up and covering her ears.

Ji Guanlin looked at his younger sister worriedly. This was not the first time something like this had happened. It was a day before the Grand Prix Finals. Normally, he would see Hazelle have a breakdown right after competition, but not before. This was Hazelle's first Grand Prix, so he would understand if she was anxious.

He didn't expect it to be at this level, though.

Guanlin rushed towards Hazelle, thanking whoever made these hotel rooms soundproof. As far as he knew, his parents didn't know about Hazelle's condition. Hazelle, selfless as she was, didn't want to bother many people about her attacks.

"Haze..." Guanlin crouched down to her current level. Hazelle was breathing more easily now, finally calmed down enough. He took her hands away from her ears, breathing more slowly. "Remember the breathing technique I told you."

Hazelle followed Guanlin's breathing. She had calmed down even more. "Gale."

The older of the two slightly smiled. "There. Are you good?"

"Yeah," Hazelle nodded, still feeling her heart race. "Thank you for helping me. Again."

Guanlin stared at her, eyes filled with worry and concern. "Haze, this isn't normal at this level, you know that yourself, right? You've seen me like this when we were much younger. It's—"