malvaro

chapter 15💕

Mattias pov:
After school all the boys went straight home and me and alvaro went to his house

When we got back i went for a shower I thought to myself i really like him but it feels like he's just pretending...

I got out the shower to see alvaro asleep on his bed he looked adorable.

He had fallen asleep with his phone in his hand i picked it up to put it on charge for him then his phone started blowing up with messages

I unlocked his phone to see who was spamming him with messages..

It was jess i had a look at the messages to see  what she wanted

Jess💫
Hey alvaro
                                            Me
                                         Hi jess
Jess💫
Wanna come over again?
It was fun the other day
Alvaro??
U there ?

I opened the messages i was kinda confused and a little bit jealous why had alvaro been at jess's house what where they doing?does he like her?

Then tears started to come out my eyes unexpectedly

I went over to the mirror and sighed saying to myself "what was i thinking it's clear that alvaro is straight he would never like me like that"

I sat down and noticed alvaro had woken up he realized I was crying "what's up man"
"Um noting it doesn't matter" i replied trying to make my voice sound normal and not like I've been crying my heart out

"You sure" he asked with a concered face
I walked up to him and sat on the bed and he pulled me into a hug
as he whispered "your not okay mattia i can tell your hurt i may not know why and you dont have to tell me right now but just know your my best friend and im always going to be there for you just like your always there for me"  i pulled away from his grip to look at him with a smile and then i pulled him into a kiss he kissed back and pulled away with a frown

"Im going back to sleep"
I looked down at the floor replying quietly with "oh okay goodnight"

I layed down next to him as he turned to look at me
I shut my eyes quickly he put his arm on my back and fell to sleep

3 hours later

I still can't get to sleep.
I can't stop thinking about him even though he's right next to me

I got up and put my clothes on

I thought to myself he will never like me like that ever so i may aswell just distance myself from him as much as it would hurt not to see him it was for the best i walked over to him and kissed him on the head.

Bye for now alvaro i i love you.

(a/n : thank you guys so much for reading it's not the best book but i appreciate your support ily)

Not finished btw

-Vic x