malvaro

chapter 16💕

(A/n : Hey guys sorry I haven't posted in a while)

Alvaros pov
I woke up alone.
It was around 9am
Mattia wasn't there where was he?
I got up with the help of my crutches and made my way round the house looking for him but he was nowhere in sight.

I was worried where he went and why

I tried texting him but no answer

Mattia🥺❤️

Me
Mattia where are you

Where did you go

How come you didn't tell me you where leaving

Fine bye
Read 9:55

He's opening my messages but not responding
Weird

I got up and dressed for school I had my breakfast with a empty feeling in my stomach the emptiness wasn't hunger it was loneliness

Why did he leave
Did I do something wrong did I say something wrong.
I'll just ask him at school.

I got to school walking up to ale and roshaun "hey bro" I didn't reply I was to busy thinking about mattia
"You okay alv" alejandro snapped me out of my thoughts "um yeah hi" I replied in a sad tone
"You sure you don't look okay" roshaun asked looking down at me "yeah I'm fine let's get to class" I didn't want to be asked if I'm okay when I'm really not but I lied of course all I cared about is knowing where mattia was.

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Mattias pov

I stayed home today I didn't want to see Alvaro wait scrap that yes I did I always want to see him but I can't I need to distance myself I don't deserve him at all

When I left alvaros last night I was up all night thinking about what to do
to keep myself away I don't wanna hurt him anymore I just want him to be happy he deserves it.

He got injured because of me
It's always him getting hurt because of me
I really love him so much like I swear he's the love of my life

he says he feels the same but I don't think he does
Even though I want him to of course.

I decided that I would leave and not come back untill he's found someone that makes him happy I packed all my stuff and things I would need and I even added 2 Polaroid pictures of me and Alvaro the first one is where I'm on his back and the second one is us pretending to kiss last year if only he knew how I felt about him back then

Because I knew Alvaro had a key I decided to leave him my favourite hoodie just in case he misses me and a note...

I got in my car and to be honest I have no idea where I'm gonna go but somewhere far from here not for long though hopefully I'll be back.

I'll miss him.