chapter 24💕

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Mattias pov:

After school I went straight home I didn't talk to anyone because I didn't feel like it

I heard everything Alvaro and Alejandro where saying which made me feel kinda happy.

So I asked him to meet me at half 6 so I'm going to put on my grey sweatpants and grey hoodie that was like mine and alvaros thing.

I was so nervous idk why

It was now half 4 so I still have some time to think about what to say

Should I just let all my feelings out or just apologize again.

For the rest of the time I had some ice-cream and watched on my block a show what me and Alvaro always used to watch together

See he never seems to leave my mind.

About 2 hours later I checked the time and it was almost half 6 so I put my shoes on and walked to the park waiting for Alvaro.

It was getting dark and i'd been waiting a while  hopefully he would still come.

Alvaros pov:

After school I walked home with roshaun and kairi I told roshaun everything that has happened between me and mattia and all he said was "I knew it all along I knew it but you should definitely meet him at the park don't leave him hanging" I looked down at the floor I scratched the back of my neck "yeah but-" then kairi cut me of by saying "no buts alv don't leave him hanging after everything he's done for you"
I looked up "yeah I guess" we arrived at my house first because they are neighbours who live like five minutes away I was about to walk in when kairi shouted "good luck short king" I smiled and shut the door.

I went upstairs and showered I got changed into a grey hoodie and sweats mine and mattias thing hopefully that makes him happy because for some reason when we match he gets really happy.

I went downstairs and watched on my block while scrolling through Instagram.

I soon realized it was half 6
shit. I was meant to be at the park I quickly  put my shoes on and rushed out the door to the park.
What If he thinks I'm not coming
Hopefully he's still there

When I get there I don't see anyone I looked around untill I then found mattia walking out the gate

"Mattia wait I'm here" I shouted he quickly turned around and walked towards me

I sat down on the bench when he walked towards me him sitting next to me

"Um sorry I'm late i was watching on my block and I didn't realize what time it was" I stuttered nervously

He giggled a little "it's okay I'm just happy you came and what a coincidence I was watching on my block too"

I laughed nervously "yeah and where matching, I didn't even realise um anyway what did you want to talk to me about" i asked curiously staring at his perfect face he was literally flawless

"Um I just want to let all my feelings out I guess"

I sighed "that's fine um go ahead"

"So I know when we first kissed that caused you to run away because you was scared about being gay or whatever anyway I was always in love with you and it hurt when you said where friends that just kiss but I know now it was just you being scared about the fact your gay don't worry I was too I just wanna apologize properly for leaving you I know it hurt but it hurt me too a lot I didn't eat as much I didn't sleep all the time.When i was in Italy all I could think about was you, you never leave my mind and I don't think I will ever lose feelings for you I'm in literal love with you Alvaro you make me crazy I wish we where something more than just friends but I understand if you don't feel the same way anymore" tears streamed down his face after he looked down at the floor then back up at me nervously

I lifted my hand up to his face and wiped his tears away I then brought my hand to his "m-mattia I'm sorry for hurting you I - I never meant to say that and your r-right I was scared of knowing the truth all I wanted was you and before the day you kissed me I kinda liked you but I kept telling myself I don't but when we kissed I fell in love with you and it hurt to know you left me but I love you and I know I dated ale but all I thought about when I was with him was you and it makes me feel so guilty but I can't keep lying to myself mattia" tears started steaming down my face along with his now "I-i wanna be with you  mattia I love you"

Mattia looked straight into my eyes and never looking away before pulling me into a hug
We hugged for like 5 minutes when I pulled away and he  said "so you wanna be with me for real" I smiled and kissed him "yeah of course" he pulled me into another hug and picked me up untill I made him put me down he walked me home with our hands locked together we reached my house he kissed me on my cheek and then a peck on the lips before saying "bye baby"

"Bye" I smiled sweetly at him before walking into my house going upstairs and flopping down on my bed before I went to sleep I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled this time it was a real smile "I finally got the love of my life"

(Thank you guys so much for 7k reads I am so grateful you guys are the best Ilysm 🥺💕)

The book is not finished I'll be doing more chapters with like drama and fluff chapters with them   if that's what you want
I also started a Alvaro and Alejandro book but I'm going to publish that all at once and should I start a mairi/kattia one because they deadass have my heart 🥺💕🖐🏼

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