Apologise (Muke)

Ch. 6 - Learn To Love Again

*Michael's P.O.V*

It's safe to say that my anxiety is starting to get the better of me at the moment. I just can't seem to relax.

But can you blame me? I mean, I have Luke Hemmings snuggled up to me, no thanks to my mother.

This has to be a joke, he's just trying to prank me again... He has a frozen heart (excuse my horrible Frozen reference), he cares about himself and himself only.

Ever since we met, Luke has been picking on me. Fuck, all those names he's called me are constantly running through my head: Fat, ugly, freak, dork, loser, fagot (like he can talk with that one), snot head (I had green hair at one point), and did I mention fat?

He's just a bully, a cold hearted killer. "As apposed to a peace loving killer?" He had asked once when I'd told him that.

I'll admit, I have this warm fuzzy feeling inside, just by knowing that I'm comforting him right now. When he first snuggled up to me, his skin was almost freezing cold and he was shivering, now he's starting to warm up... It feels nice, I feel needed.

I can't help but wonder if he can hear or feel my heart racing in my chest, or tell that my breath his shaking slightly, or that my hands are sweating like crazy... All because of him.

Maybe I should give him a chance... I know Ashton & Calum won't approve... But it's not really up to them anyway...

I'm scared of letting him in though... I'm afraid that he's going to hurt me again...

But I guess everyone deserves a second chance, right? I've never really stopped loving Luke... So maybe this isn't such a bad idea..