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you walk around the bar and smile as you notice the people were having a good time.
seojoon sits up from his chair as he saw you were walking towards his direction. he has a chance now, he can talk to you. seojoon clears his throat and opens his mouth to speak only to be interrupted by another male voice.
"hey, young lady!"
someone calls getting your attention, you stop your tracks and turn your heel to face a male, a handsome male. you furrow your eyebrows with confusion waiting for him to speak.
the male smiles and felt a bit flustered being face to face with you. "may i interview you?" he asks
seojoon shuts his mouth as he saw another male talking to you, he felt a bit upset seeing another guy took his chance.
_
"im lee hyuk, a news reporter" the male introduces with a smile
you look at him and return a smile, "y/n chae"
"you really caught my attention with your singing, and i want to know more about you.." hyuk explains, at the end of his sentence his voice lowers as he noticed it didn't sound right, "you know, for my article" hyuk quickly remarks
you nod once again, hyuk take his notebook and pen out preparing himself. "if you're uncomfortable with me, bear with it, since im so handsome" hyuk says
you laugh covering your mouth, no one usually makes you laugh as much like seungwon. but hyuk made you laugh even when you two had just met.
hyuk looks at you and smiles feeling proud. "your sister mentioned you wanted to become a singer for joseon, why is that?" hyuk asks
"i want to become a singer that can help my country, that can help the hearts of joseon" you reply, hyuk nods and writes down every word you said onto his notebook
"why do you like singing?" hyuk asks, you smile at the question. "well.. singing is something that makes me feel happy, you know.. i enjoy singing" you explain
"who's songs would you like to sing?"
"my boyfriends songs.. hes a music composer and producer" you said smiling thinking of seungwon
hyuk stops writing and looks up at you, he can see the happiness in your eyes just thinking about your lover. hyuk felt something in his heart. was it rejection?
hyuk clears his throat and continues to write down your words, "how do you think your singing will help joseon?" hyuk asks changing the subject
"i want my voice to be able to comfort them in some type of way, a good way, of course. i want my singing to make them feel happy" you respond
hyuk continued to ask you questions and you happily answered. and it all came to an end once hyuk ran out of questions, but he didn't want to end it there.
"how 'bout i buy you a drink tomorrow?" hyuk suggests, you open your mouth to respond only to be interrupted by him, "as friends" hyuk quickly says remembering that you have a boyfriend
you nod, "sure, i would like to make a new friend" you respond with a smile
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seojoon walks in his house, the house was almost pitch black. he hadn't realized how long he stayed at the bar.
"seojoon-ah, where were you?"
he heard the familiar voice call behind him. seojoon sighs and turns his heel to face his wife, she was carrying a lantern giving light to the room. "i went out to get some air" seojoon replies
junghee looks at her husband and frowned. ever since the two got married he never showed any love or interest in her. everytime she would try to get close to him he would only push her away. it hurt her if she was being honest, she really does love him. and is quite thankful to his and her parents who arranged their marriage, except for seojoon it isn't the same for him.
"..do you want anything to drink..?" junghee offers hoping the two would be able to have an actual conversation
"no" seojoon simply replies
"you know, me and your parents were very worried for you.. you left without telling us where you were going?" junghee says taking a step closer to seojoon
seojoon couldn't help but scoff at his words, "when have they ever worry for me..?" seojoon mutters feeling slightly angry
"what?" junghee asks not hearing his words, seojoon looks at junghee with no expressions. the same expressions she sees from him everyday.
"junghee, just go rest already.. im going to stay here for awhile, i need to be alone right now" seojoon says pushing junghee away from him lightly
junghee leaves seojoon without saying anything, she didn't want to anger him.
seojoon sighs as he leans into the wall ruffling his hair feeling frustrated. why does he have to live a life like this? he can't even have a real lover, he's already married.
he can't even make his own decisions at some points even though he's a mature man. he's been a mature man ever since he realized the true colors of his parents.
sometimes he wishes he wasn't the way he was. why can't he just appreciate what he has? why can't he just be happy like the others? why can't he just live a happy life? why can't he just do what makes him happy? why does he have to be this way?
all of those questions fills his mind. he hates it. moments like this, when he's alone makes him feel better. he'd rather be alone than to have to deal with the wealthy selfish people.
however, seojoon doesn't want to grow old without having anyone by his side. he doesn't want to become like his parents, and he definitely doesn't want to become a selfish men who looks down on others.
