The Geek and the Nerd (Hiro x Reader)

i love you

                                                                        Your P.O.V

Hiro stays behind like I told him too.

"I'm so, sor-" he starts.

"I don't care, Hiro," 

"what ?" his eyes meet mine. I lose the gaze and stare at my sheets. I don't want to answer, but I can't hold it inside any more. 

"I said, I don't care. Ok, I'm over it Hiro, I'm sorry I ever waste your time and if you want to be friends then I'de like that," I give him my best attempt at a smile, but the medicine is wearing off and the pain in my wrist is almost unbearing.

"What?" he repeats again, I guess he ran out of words. 

"Hiro, I think you heard me, and it'de be best if I didn't have to repeat because my nerves are insane right now," my voice strains as the pain worsens.

"Are you ok, Y/N?" he bends on his knees next to bed. I nod. Even though I'm not ok, but I don't want him to see me cry again.

"No,you're not, we can talk later, you need help," he rumages around the room then leaves looking for a doctor. He comes back in with the same nurse who woke me up.

"What seems to be the problem ?" she presses, her blonde hair bobs as she doctors. It's almost nausiating. 

"My wrist," 

"OK, here you go, the medicine should sit in soon," she puts some clear liquid through the IV string. She gives me a sideways grin and leaves. 

"Hiro, can we be friends?" I ask again. 

"You don't want to be more ? I'm sorry for not letting you say anything, I was stupid not to. To be honest I was a wreck without you. I love you Y/N, I really love you," he sighs, leaning against the bed frame.

"I don't know Hiro, I'm just really scared, those guys, they came out of nowhere," I cringe, my words don't make any sense but I hope he gets the main idea. 

"I know, it's all my fault, Y/N, I shouldn't have told you to leave, it's my fault you're here. Please forgive me?" 

"I forgive you Hiro, I'm just scared to go back to SFIT," I squeek. It's true, I'm terrified to go back to the insitute. Those guys can be anywhere to be honest. They have everything, my laptop, my books, journals. I have insesurence for everything but insurence can't mend the terrified feelings I have now because of what happened. 

"I understand, so you don't want to go back to SFIT?" he looks at his sneakers.

"Yeah, not now anyways. I think my mom wants that too," I admit.

"Yeah, she does, she told me," 

"I'm sorry Hiro," 

"Please, don't be sorry, none of this is your fault, it's mine. If I would've just let you explain none of this would've happend and we would be happily together," he blames himself.

"Your being hard on yourself please don't be. I hate seeing you like this," 

"I hate seeing you like this, hurt, and I can't help you, your hurt because I'm selfish. Ugh, I hate myself," He throws himself at the wall. 

"Stop!" I command, he does instantly.

"I just really love you, Y/N, I was so scared I was going to lose you too," he reaches for my ived hand, my other hand occupied by the lumpy cast. 

"I love you too Hiro, I love you so much," I squeeze his hand. 

"Please, don't leave, Y/N, I want to be with you,"  

"I want to be with you too, Hiro,"  

"Then, can we get back together, please, I'll be the best I can possibly be, I'm not perfect, but I can promise I'll love you forever," 

"Yeah, I guess we can," 

"Thank you so much," Hiro pulls me into his warm arms. 

"You're cold, beautiful, " he takes off his sweatshirt and wraps it around me. 

"Hiro, you don't have to,"

"Yes,I do, I don't want you to get sick," he kisses my head. 

"Hiro, I'm fine, really," I give him a sincere look but he justs smiles.

"I love you,"