Trigger warning :Please do not read if you are not comfotable with discussion etc. of self-harm, if you or a friend is expreincing depression , anxiety, suicidal thoughts, etc.. please talk to a friend or me I am always there :) I love you guys and I couldn't bare to see you guys hurt.....
Your P.O.V
I close my door silently not wanting to disturb my mom and sister who are downstairs watching project runway. Opening by bottom drawer, searching under my shorts. Aha there it is. I hold the silver object between two fingers then holding it above my skin ready to peirce it and forget about the stupid little things.
Hiro's P.O.V
"GoGo come on in," I welcome the raven haired girl into my room.
"So, where's Baymax, I haven't seen him in forever," she stresses.
"Um, yeah, I've been making some new changes to him, you know so he knows about the pop culture and modern things of today," I explain.
"I see, so where is the disk you wanted me to fix?"
"Ah, yeah, right, here," I told up the disk to my fan. GoGo looks at me sideways.
"To be honest I though I was here to do more than fix this," she grunts while changing a panel.
"Oh, like what?" I hope she doesn't think I'm going to ask her out, I'm not over Y/N.
"Like to be your girlfriend," I bite my lip.
"Oh, ok, um, yeah. Hm, I don't know if I'm ready for a girlfriend yet, you know girls, psh, I'm barely through purberty," I mumble.
"Not through purberty, Hiro, your taller than me you're almost the height of Wasabi and you're only 15. Come on, lift up your shirt, I know you have abs," she snaps kindly.
"Ha, well, my feelings are still in the hormonial state," I lie.
"Sure they are, say that to my lips that you kissed perfectly fine last time, and how you also managed to have a girlfriend," she scoffs.
"oh yeah..." I awkwardly rub the back of my neck.
"So, why don't you want to date me, Hiro?"
"It's just we're such good friends, I wouldn't want to ruin it,"
"Oh, I understand, you're not over Y/N. But from what I heard Hiro she's taken, here's your disk, it's fixed, your welcome," She finishes for me.
"Thanks GoGo, I'll see ya tomorrow," I wave goodbye to the girl and close the door behind her. I can't believe it, GoGo likes me, I mean no offense but really? She likes me ? She's almost 18 !
............next day at SFIT
I slowly pick my books from my locker. Y/N standing right next to me searching through her locker.
"Um, hey, Y/N,"
"Hi," she gives me the slightest smile, I'm getting somewhere.
"So, whatcha doing after school ?"
"Going to Allens," Mood killer.
"Oh, cool, how's the project coming along?"
"Just fine," she exhales.
"Great, well I'll catch ya later then,"
"Sure," I go to turn after she dimisses me but I catch something in the corner of my eye. I freeze implace and turn around.
"Y/N, can I see your arms?" I murmur softly.
"No, ew, why?" she stumbles.
"Please give me your wrists," I hush.
"No, Hiro," I put my books on the ground and take her arms for myself. Fresh marks lay upon the skin. This isn't a cat scratch I never even saw her cat.
"Hiro let me go," she twists and turn but I don't let her get away.
"No, look at these," I point to the slices in her skin.
"I don't want to, blood makes me naseous,"
"Then why the hell did you do it?" I snarl.
"Because it's a free country,"
"Sure it's a free country but I'm not letting you do this, as soon as school is over I am coming to your house and taking all the sharp objects," I continue.
"No, Hiro, please just leave me alone," she cries.
"Y/N, I love you too much to watch you do this," I pick up her arms to my lips and kiss them softly. "I love you, Y/N, don't destroy yourself,"
YOU ARE READING
The Geek and the Nerd (Hiro x Reader)
RomanceI know... we all love Hiro, who doesn't.
