The Geek and the Nerd (Hiro x Reader)

it was only a kiss

                        it started out with a kiss how did it end up like this

                                                   it was only a kiss

                                                               Hiro's P.O.V

"So, uh, GoGo would you like to go on a date with me?" I guarble. 

"Huh, let me guess this was all Y/N's idea?"

"no," I lie. 

"What kind of date?" GoGo asks, a small grin appears. It's working, I think. I just can't get Y/N off my mind. 

"Whatever you want," 

"Ok, movies tonight, the new bloody gory one," GoGo smirks.

"Ok, deal,"  I go to leave but GoGo calls out me.

"Wait, Hiro, thanks," 

"Yeah," I leave her room. I need to get to work on this project. 

                                                               Your P.O.V

"Honey Lemon, Fred they're my two love birds," I crack myself up.

"Hey, we're more like intergalatic space monsters," Fred quotes.

"I see, so Honey Lemon how do you put up this boy?" 

"I just do, he's too adorable to resist, so how are you and Hiro, would you two like to join us on a double date tonight at the kareoke club?" 

"Huh? OH, no, Hiro and I are just friends, but him a GoGo maybe be more. I would check in on them in a day or so," I wink. Smile, Y/N, smile, be happy for Hiro. Happy he moved on. 

"I though you guys made up," Fred cocks his head to the side. His arm limply wrapped around Honey.

"We did, but we decided friends is a better choice right now," 

"Do you still want to come to the kareoke club?" 

"Nah, I'll stay home, sometimes crowded spaces make me anxious," 

"Oh, ok, well maybe you can come over to my dorm," Honey suggests.

"yeah, maybe," I shrug silently.

"Well, we better go we have to work on that new robot machine," Honey gives me a girly wave before her and Fred disappear around the corner.  I take out my phone checking the time. 5 minutes until the last bell rings. I head outside to the bus stop awhile. I spot the future couple hanging out by the stop sign.

"Hey, guys," 

"Hey, Y/N," Hiro beckons me over.

"So, what are you doing tonight?" 

"Seeing a movie," GoGo responds.

"Awesome, which one?"

"That new gory horror movie, it looks sick," 

"Well I'm sure Baymax sould disapprove," I tease.

"Oh well," GoGo dimples. Wow she's really happy this is great. Really I'm happy for GoGo and Hiro, but why do I feel so broken inside?

"What are you doing tonight?" Hiro questions.

"Hm, work, probuably, or playing dragon ball z. Something movie night I don't know,"  

"Awesome," Hiro shifts awkwardly. 

......on the bus                                                        Hiro P.O.V

I hope she buys my smile, I hope she thinks I'm happy, but I'm not. I won't be until I'm with her again. It was only a kiss and I try to tell Y/N this, but she doesn't care. I hurt her, I deserve what I'm getting. Why can't she just tell me it's ok? That nothing changed and she wants to be with me again, I love her so so much. GoGo is a great girl but she isn't Y/N, I know there is someone out there for GoGo, but it certaintly isn't me. 

"Hiro hello?!" GoGo waves her arms in front of my face.

"Sorry I was just thinking about something," 

"Yeah,Y/N," she scoffs.

"No, about, Baymax's new suit I'm making," I half fib.

"Sure, come on the movie is starting soon we need to get to the theatre,"GoGo pulls me off the seat and out the door. The mall right in front of us. 

"Alright let's go do this," 

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go ahead rip my heart if this is what loves all about........... idk where those lyrics are from but i love them