One Shots (Drarry & More)

What Is It Like To Die?

When Ron asks him, eyes not meeting, as the sun sets, Harry stops. He thinks of crunching leaves and waving branches and vicious laughter and then silence. "It's like a punch in the stomach." He says.

When Hermione asks him, with a soft voice and her head on his shoulder, Harry frowns. His parents' graves spring to his mind, strong and proud under all that snow. "It's like a burial." He tells her.

When George asks him, with too many tears in his desperate eyes, Harry holds his breath. He is trying to remember how it feels to laugh. "It's like waiting for the punchline." He lies.

When Neville asks him, with a trembling voice and a nervous laugh, Harry sniffs. He can smell wet grass and stale dirt and the sharp scrape of fresh blood and a little bit of fear. "It's like tripping over your own feet." He offers.

When Luna asks him, with an expression that suggests she already knows the answer, Harry sighs. His head is starting to pound and his brain begins to buzz, bouncing around his skull. "It's like waking up in reverse." He shrugs.

When Ginny ask him, with sweaty twisted fingers and a dying fire in her eyes, Harry has to press his hands against his face. He sees popping lights and remembers a lot of green, a lot of red, a lot of noise. "I don't know." He confesses.

When Fleur asks him, sharp pointed syllables after too many glasses of wine, Harry almost laughs. He feels something dripping at the corner of his mind, but doesn't care to pursue it. "It's like the pause between two songs on the radio." He answers.

When a reporter asks him for the twentieth time, shuffled paper and an enchanted microphone in hand, Harry hexes her. He hears voices ringing in his ears, can imagine tomorrow's headline. "None of your fucking business." He chokes.

When Teddy asks him all those years later, with a creased photograph that shows a tall man in grey tattered robes and a woman with bubblegum pink hair, Harry closes his eyes. He is back at the edge of the forest, staring at faded impressions of his family, wondering the same thing himself. His godfather's words float through the air with a fragile sort of truth. "It's quicker and easier than falling asleep." He whispers.