but why me ? (Troyler fanfic )

chapter 14

~Tylers pov~

I loved see Troye smile it was what made me happy he didn't smile alot it was rare, and i love that im the one that can make him smile, i decided that my house would be fine my mom would know what to do

I started the car this time ,troye just silent  and looking out the Window.

We finally  got to my house, i parked my car in our tiny garage  we had, i got out  and locked the door noticing troye still hasn't  gotten  out yet, i unlocked it waiting for him to come out but he didnt even move,

I opened  the door for him hes just sitting there "Troye come on in side we need to get you cleaned up"

He was shaking his head no " Wh-what if your mom doesn't like me either" he started stuttering  he did that alot making every word in to a jumble mess, with his accent, i could never really understand that well what he was saying, but i would get use to it soon .

"Wh-what if she hurts you to cause she will think your gay and doesn't  agree " i knew my mom wasn't  going to do that she new i was gay shes the only one really all my old friends i decided  maybe on telling troye about me begin  Gay so he would calm down more,

But i decide im not ready to do that yet "troye she will love you dont worry " he slowly got out from the car and following me to the door i felt a hand wrap around mine i jumped not knowing it was Troye "sorry i do this when im scared " he let go of my arm as we got inside it was warm, and what i was hoping for,

We walked in and i set my key on the kitchen  table "Mom!?" I shouted , but no reply " hmmm maybe she went  to work today " i told troye but he wasnt paying any attention  just watching a show on the Tv " Come on troye lets go to my room and get you changed " i headed up to my room and he followed still keep his eye on the Tv show and all most tripping on the staris,

We got to my room and i picked out some clothes  for him to wear of mine "Here troye put these on " he looked at me confused  "are you sure !?" He said "yes im sure troye or i wouldn't  of gave them to you " i laughed , he gave me a smile and got up from my bed " Wheres the bathroom " as much as i wanted him to change  right in front of me that wasn't happing

"You go out my door down the hallway to the left " 

"Thanks ty "

i decided  to change in to different  clothes myself,   i grabed my sweat pants and a plane white t- shirt from my dresser, my mom would probably be back in a little since  she doesn't work that many hours a day, so i decided making dinner for her would make her happy, not to cook when she got home,  so i kocked on Troyes door " Im gonna be down staris im gonna make some dinner "  "Ok " he shouted 

what was taking him so long in there did he not like the clothes should i of let him pick out what he wanted to wear ..

I was in the kitchen  picking out something  to eat when i heard a door open the bathroom door, and foot step coming down the stairs,

I couldn't believe what i saw i felt like just telling him i was gay right this second, he looked so adorable  his hair flat with a  plane black  t-shirt and some grey sweat pants, his pants where a little to big for him, but i dont mind its really cute on him.

"What are you staring at "  i quickly  stoped checking him out and made a excuse  oh i was just wondering,  if i should make that box of brownies behind you , he turned and saw the box he picked it up and threw it at me i caught it "you should  there my favorite " i smiled "hmmm i guesse since your the guest Troye sivan " i winked ,

I started getting all the bowels and mixing supplys out for the food, but i could see Troye in the corner  of my eye just leaning on the table bored, i grabed troyes arm "come here" and draged him to the living room  " sit " i said he sat down and i handed him the remote "you can watch tv till dinner starts", i handed him a blanket that was on the opposite side of the couch,.

I checked on him every few minutes  to see if he needed anything, he never did tho keeping  his eyes on the Tv

It was about 3 o clock and i can hear a car door lock "moms home " i shouted so troye would be warned , i had all most everything  ready just need to make the salad than i was done, "Mom !" 

" Tyler !!" She smiled and gave me a big hug and kiss on my check,
" Mom is it ok if i have a friend over today "

" well yes of course tyler ..is it your boyfriend  hmm!?"

" mom no shhh umm actually  he in the living room and he doesn't know im gay  so like can you please keep it on a down low "

" hes your boyfriend  but he doesn't  know your gay ..ok than "

" No mom hes just my friend from school i meet, we have a project  to do but something  eles came up and i need to talk to you about later "

"TYLER i always say to have safe sex dont tell me this boy said it wa-"

"MOm thats not what i was talking about !! We can talk about it after dinner"

" ok tyler well im gonna go get washed up"

" ok "

I hurryed and got all the salad   makings out of the frige into a bowl i was juat about to get the ranch out when " Tyler i think you need to see something  " i walked out if the kitchen  to the living  room where troye was on the couch crawl into a little ball sleeping , "Thats the most adorables thing iv ever seen "

A/N
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