but why me ? (Troyler fanfic )

chapter 18

~TYLERS POV ~

I grabed troye as fast as i could and put a towel over him, my mom was all ready on the phone with the police, could this really be happing is he gone i haven't  felt like this before, he was different than all my other friends, his smile made me want to smile ,his laugh was the most adorable  thing ever ,i just wanted to hide these thoughts in my head forget about them but now i just cant ,just imagining him begin  gone right now in my hands was the most hearbreaking thing ever ,me never getting to tell him these things and that i was just like him, Gay

The ambulance is here now,they grabed troye from my arms as i wiped away tears from my eyes, i rode in the ambulance with him they had him hooked up to a hole bunch of machines, they said hes barley  breathing and dont know if he will make it ,is this really happening, all i can hear is sirens and see blue and red lights, my minds going out of control i cant lose  him, i hovered  over Troye and kissed his forhead, it was warm i can feel tears streaming  down my face,

We finally  got to the hospital 7 mins later the machines  stoped working in the ambulance

"Hurry we need to get him hooked up to the machines inside" said the doctors

I could feel my heart stop No no no i already thought i lost him once i cant do it again,

I ran in to the hospital, with me by the doctors side, they placed him on the bed and put iv's and, different kinds of tubes to get the water out of his lounges ,

.....But nothing was working ....he was getting paler and paler by the minute. ....

Me with my head in my palms

"Im sorry but your friend is gone "

"NOO NOO HE CANT BE PLEASE NOO"

i got up and ran to troyes bed

Placing my hand on his cheek

"Please  troye please wake up please "

"Please troye pleaseee your just dreaming your not gone " i cried

I fell on to the ground puting my knees to my face

"Tyler baby " my mom said she graped me and cuddled me to her chest

"Its gonna be ok Tyler hes thinking about you and watching over you "

A/N
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